Taking Leaps

Every time in the past, I always let my mind wander to how good it would be, yet in reality I expected it to fail miserably. And every time, it did. Then, this time I realized, that I shouldn't be thinking that, Oh there's the possibility of it being great, but since now I keep thinking of it, there's no way it will happen in real life. Just give up. I realize I should lead my life my way. Taking chances, taking the big step, is up to me. Not chance, not fate.

I'm seriously bored. And sleepy. Shall eat instant noodles before I sleep :)

Mom keeps preventing me from cooking -.- Sheesh.

I write my own story.