Friendship,it's how perfect YOU want them to be

thanks jeff and kenny for making mod psp!it's a great move!haha and thanks loads for de help with monster hunter.haha great time 2day dudes.

i was just thinking about all de frens in my life...so many new ones...so many various characteristics...so many changes...lost of some frens...when you look back,will you think,"I'm so glad i've frens like these in my life!"


when you look back next time,you'll realize that you'd never be where you are today if not for your frens in life.

omg i think i like my neighbour...i only recently realize how good she was.good height, nice figure, cute voice,and when she wear her glasses...wow.haha but there's this teeny weeny problem...wait for it...that i won't feel comfortable saying here.haha

wow weapons phase in camp makes me feel more like part of army then lecture school.haha damn shiok!even though my muscles are screaming in pain...

isaiah is some lovesick boy.help me!!!

i heard gay clubs got free entry.cr gang no money?then let's go there!haha on?anyway then de girls there will be up for grabs becos they go with their gay frens.haha cool idea huh?just suggesting...

Why I'll play all de way to kill a kirin...

omg de 2 epsiodes didn't work!need to find them again!help...

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

The post-monday bluez

well,today we jammed!!!and wow.4 hrs,played only thrice.specta...wait for it...cular!wish we practised more.haha can't wait for A levels to be gone.good riddance.hinders de band's progress.haha

met isaiah at PP 1st to check out some stuff.haha ate mac again for lunch.and we saw this ultimate hottie ang moh gal who was with...some average joe-kind of s'pore fellow.being rich is such a cheating advantage...

we chat with sihua on skype after jamming (btw i think cr's parents damn pissed that we jammed.good luck cr.haha).poor gal seems homesick.haha don worry we'll welcome u back to s'pore in 2 months!just cut down on oreos and nutella pleez...damn it is girls like you who should be sent for army training,not us guys...haha

l4d was a failure...becos i didn't get to crown a witch!!!damn sain...haha and we challenged this other group in de lan shop,glad we did well!!!though i really told jeff,kenny and cr to do loads of stuff.haha and de finale for death toll was damn funny,making our tank crouch in de water.haha

i just realize why getting a girl in uni is better,compared to when you and de girls you like are younger.imagine gg for a girl during sec or jc time,she'd accept ur wooing just to get a feeling of being "loved",which is actually temporary and poorly defined.their love is simply "being showered with attention and care".they do not understand wat love is,and their feelings on reach "like" level,not "love".
in uni,girls will start to mature,in their thinkings about relationships and what love really means.they realize to love someone will be to care for the person,be willing to spend her life with that man,and put his needs berfore hers.that is what loving someone really is,and the definition works both ways.so guys,when you meet this girl who,ina relationship,doesn't show this definition of love,it isn't.

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Conf!ned!

Well yest passed with the whole course rotting in bunk.we were suppose to clean the smoking area, though we are non-smokers...haha after that i just play psp de whole day.i only played monster hunter,and my frens were amazed how much stamina in playing at game.haha i'm sure you'd be just as motivated if you wan ur character to look hot.haha girls are my moti...wait for it...vation,duh.

de meals sucked totally,so isaiah and i ordered mac.i swear we were going nuts.we were laughing and making crap jokes.manage to make him try a bit of shuffling.haha.slept at around 1.30am,after killing another khezu...

gonna jam later!about time. gonna meet with isaiah 1st.haha

cr,get some amp to put in ur place.carrying amp to marine parade isn't easy man.haha

jeff!fortunately de surgery is no biggie,becos i can't bear to see poor kenny worry about you...haha kidding you two.don kill me.haha

rathalos is gay.help me.lol

"solemn low-five."

looks like i may be confined de whole of this weekend.meaning i can't go jam with the band...and even though i've alr decided to stop using vulgarities,i can't help it now...FUCKING school and de bloody 3G crap.i get confined for not greeting a captain and for failing some fucking test.seriously,this is ultimate BS. at least don confine us on sunday,you goddamn shithead bastards...sorry guys.lol it's not confirmed whether sunday confined too,but hope that useless piece of shit doesn't confirm it.

wanna go rebel,but some problems just came up.so looks like i gotta scrap de idea.wth...

Life's a big joke...

NPH rawks 2 de max!!haha love that guy!How I met your mother is simply a piece of art.haha

"Possimpible."

Kiss Me

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
I'll wear those shoes and you will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me

well,yest suppose to study...but I WATCHED HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER INSTEAD!nearly de entire season 3.haha.so my test tmr is pretty screwed...haha omg NPH is such a great actor.if i ever acted i'd wan to be like him man,seriously!de show is simply hilarious!and i think cobie smulders look hot!haha but she's a mom now so...

wanna club this friday,so that sat i'll be totally wasted.then i can at least do sth during confinement...sleep!haha rebel anyone?i went to msg de gang "let's go rebel on friday." and deren's reply was "rebel against who?"haha forgot that he knows nuts about clubs XD

gonna report sick on wed,can't run 2.4 for ippt.haha

9

haha went to COMEX!wow i hate crowded places and suntec today was one example.but there were a lot of cool stuff, and de girls giving out flyers were just HOT.wish they'd give out telephone numbers on de flyers than de crap discount stuff.haha went with rosh,him getting a headset for gaming while i hunted for hard disk drive.haha was quite interesting,and i saw my master sergeant.haha didn't say hi,just quickly scramble away and maneuver through the crowd.there was one booth with some indians trying to promote de products by flashing them in our faces.bloody rude if you ask me.then there was a booth which hired loads of hot girls in jackets and short black skirts,but they don seem very bright.doubt they even understand what they are promoting(i didn't myself).and there were these 2 gals who we passed that giggled away,becos they pointed out rosh's nose.lol naughty naughty.bought my 500GB HDD for $116.haha

looks like i'll never meet you ever,unless our paths cross miraculously.

went cr's place after that,only to find jeff and kenny hooked to monster hunter.haha just some "upgraded" version of maple,that's all.haha cr has grown fatter i think.better start training boy.

headed to suntec for dinner at new york new york,where we shared yankee burger and meat platter.shouldn't have eaten mee goreng beforehand,but the food was nice :) jokhie came a bit later,and he kept hitting me.lol lost count how many times i said "stop touching me"

watched 9,which was rather cool but de ending was...anti-climax.maybe becos even at the end,humans are still extinct,so "so much for my happy ending".haha and there was one part at 1-hr mark when we tot de movie finish alr,and we were thinking "wth".haha

on de way back to city hall mrt got some gal drop her earring,and i tot maybe de guys behind me would pick up for her since by de time i noticed i alr walked past it.but those f***ers just ignored it.haha so i went back to pick it up and return it.jokhie was damn excited over it...though i don see why.haha i just returned de earring and walkked on.wat u wan me to say?haha anyway a bit too young lah.i think kenny and jokhie continued looking at de gal after that to see her response.haha

gotta find somewhere to practise shuffling!!!how how how?

AHHHH ADK test die alr...

can't seem to sleep,and my throat is getting worse.makes it even harder to sleep :/

where are you guys?why is CR gang mostly offline?!haha

i'm 62kg now...gotta bring it back to 58 or 59kg.haha

high up

i just realized why ppl think my pants are too high.turns out i'm rite,that i'm alr putting my pants at my hips,but just that i have a shorter upper body than others but waaaaay longer legs.so i'm taller than others but my waistline is higher.haha.so stop asking me to pull down my pants XD

Gonna

played squash at AFTC this week.damn fun!getting the hang of it quite fast.lol

gonna get confined next sat.wth...

tmr will determine if i get to ever see you, or continue living my life with that regret in my heart forever...

gonna buy external hard disk tmr if possible.not sure if i should go to Comex at suntec...haha

gonna practise my shuffling.

gotta study for ADK test,cramming this sunday...good luck to me XD

can finally use my hair wax again!woohoo for less strict rules!!!

couldn't sleep past efw nights,becos i kept thinking about tmr,and how i'd pull it off.

gonna play my guitar!miss it so much!and loads of songs i wanna try out!by muse,gorillaz,fall out boy,and loads more!haha tried check yes juliet by we the kings.

If I could sing a song, I'd play Kiss Me by New Found Glory

Quick Post

now in the library using com.today have some big talk in the audi so we SCTs are slacking till dinner!haha awesome man.gonna gym tonight,gotta build up my figure and lose weight.can't believe i'm 64kg now.wanna go back to 58kg.haha

Stop making plans start making sense

Ja(so)n

wow this whole week is slack in de school!haha loads of free study periods where we rot or play psp (though we should be preapring for next week's mega test).tmr ippt trial but i don think i can run.stupid mega mcspicy from sunday murder my throat.sinful pleasure.haha

think everyone wondering why i change my online name to jason.kinda...actually really really sick about my name being reacted in all ways other than positive.haha not like i'll hold grudge against ppl,becos i'd do de same to a name which is kinda wierd...i think.anyway i'm alr taking measures and stuff to prepare for uni.i'm gonna go into uni different from my old self.20 yrs old by then,i'm gonna grow up a bit.gotta start thinking bigger.so 1st move,stop playing computer games.haha it really wastes my time i think,when i can be doing better things.maybe SKY DIVING...haha kidding sihua pleez don kill me.haha.next i shall cut down on vulgar words.gals don like guys who scold such profanities like it's free,unless de girls are some kind of b****es.so yep,those are de only 2 steps i'll share.name makes 3.

gonna start practising my shuffling again.back2basics.

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away, never fade away

haha went to lan with jeff,kenny and cr.L4D-ed.think we should join competition and try.heard from jeff that xx got her own L4D crew,and that we should challenge.well bring it on!!!if we lose..urgh let's not go that path.we can win!especially since now i can kinda do de witch-bitch slaughter-rape quite ok now(though i think i just got lucky).haha

got to cycle!feels good cycling after so long!haha.just hope i don get knocked down or sth...my cycling is quite hazardous XD

was trying to find seats at PP foodcourt(actually i was standing one side with my folded bike),and and kenny and edwin got owned by aunties.kenny was waiting for a family to finish,when this chinese auntie went to de table,ask de kid whether the seat is taken.de kid(primary sch kid)just shrugged and continued playing his psp.auntie 0 kid 1.then she don care just sit there until de family left.aunti 1 kenny 0.haha then i saw edwin go to some seat,and got chased off by an auntie who said the seat is taken.haha finally got our seats though.we joked quite a bit about gold bars boy ,aka jeff.i mean c'mon,how many families have houses alr ready for their kids.seriously,ultimate rich.haha

i downloaded de digital comics reader,and read ultimatum,which was rather brutal.it killed off nearly half the ultimate marvel universe in such brutal ways.the wasp was eaten by the blob,who got his head bitten off by a very huge,very angry giant man.magneto snapped charles xavier's neck,and ripped de adamantium from poor wolverine,who was alr blasted apart from cyclops eye beams and iron man's cannons.all that was left was part of his right arm.cyclops gets assasinated while giving a speech,and dr strange got squeezed to death.angel got gutted by sabertooth from behind,who also bit off one of his wings.beast and nightcrawler were killed in the tidal wave,and sue storm rejects reed richards.talk about screwed up...

need to buy external hard disk!com running out of space!haha


And I know that I have been forgiven
And I just hope you can forgive me too

Overstudy...

Wow.this whole week was studies all de way.lessons after lessons after lessons.and need to rush throught the air defence knowledge book.haha like school all over again,just that full day of lessons.and de toilet was cmi.the previous batch of trainees didn't seem to clean it!!!how i dread bathing there...haha and sleeping is very nice,the best thing to look forward to everyday.and this week my whole group didn't bother to do area cleaning,hence got a warning.haha de food is good though,and dinner always seem to be nicer than lunch.haha

next week must bring psp!dying of boredom in camp.and phone batt died on thurs.it suddenly drop from full to low on wed,which was like...wth.and reception sucked big time.haha

gonna practise guitar!!!Muse has inspired me!haha