Friday, April 20, 2012

Hello Again

Its been a really long time since I last blogged. I have to admit, Tumblr is the blame. But I love Tumblr. I get to see so many beautiful things and things that I want to see. It's a really interesting site, and I enjoy looking through what people share.


And to have people like and reblog your posts... I have to be honest, it satisfies me. It makes me feel happy that someone appreciates what I share, or enjoys the same taste as me. I'm, in a way, addicted to Tumblr.

And I got to be frank, I'm only blogging now because I want to take a break from my studies. I've been taking a lot of "breaks", which is bad. I'm halfway through my finals and here I am, not taking things seriously enough. It tends to make me wonder if university is where I should be?

So many nice anime out there! Finally caught up with Sket Dance (when I should've been studying), and Polar Bear Cafe is as entertaining as ever! Sket Dance never fails to crack me up! Gosh, I wish the series will never end!

I definitely got to find some work soon. There's so many things to pay for! Russel Peters ticket, my cosplay costume, the new Thanatos figure that is coming out end of the month, PS Vita... I can't keep asking my parents to "sponsor" me.

Recently started playing a lot of games on PSP again, namely God Eater and Valkyria Chronicles 2, on top of my Persona 3 Portable.

On a side note, my reservist in May got cancelled! I'm not sure why, neither am I certain that it is a good thing. I wanted to clear my this year's reservist asap because if I were to cosplay in September, I would want my hair to be at the length I want, which is pretty long. And if I've reservist then, I'd need to cut my hair, and totally ruin my cosplay plans.

And, in a way, I'm glad I didn't think too much about whether us was possible. It makes life easier, and that's good :D

You don't find love.
Not even in unexpected places.
You chance upon it.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Tumblr-ing Down

Well, it has been a long time since I blogged! I apologize, as I've been really busy with school and stuff. Let's start from the top, shall we?

Projects. Assignments. Presentations. That basically sums up my past few weeks! At least they are all cleared, with my last assignment submitted today! I honestly kind of gave up for that one part in the assignment and threw some fake values into it. Now, I've got to start studying for the exams which starts next Monday! 2 weeks from now, I'll be free!

Recently had an event at school, where I was to DJ. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, it sucked. You can judge me for saying so, but I really felt like it was. I wish I didn't go to it, and go Zouk with my friends that night instead. I'm not going to go into the details, but that sums up that night.

The past few nights, I've been forcing myself to wake up while dreaming. I'm not sure how to exactly put it across. It's like, I'm afraid to be in the dream, and I'd keep telling myself to wake up until I did. It happened today again, when I took a nap. I fell into a slumber, and when I was in some dream I started telling myself to wake up. Not sure what the heck that's suppose to mean.

People keep telling me " You so handsome, how can no girlfriend." or "Surely got a lot of girls hang out with you." or "You sure you single?" It feels flattering at first, and then it starts to rub onto me the wrong way. I seriously need to do something about this.

Gonna watch Russell Peters in Singapore! Yahoo!!!

Recently got interested in Tumblr. Not sure why, but I like to visit it and upload stuff too! Wonder why I was not interested in it before...

Hopefully, she does not read my blog. Because, in some way, I developed a bit of feelings for her. I notice the little things about her, and it bugs me whenever I see her with another guy. But ever since my screw-up with the previous girl, I told myself to never follow my heart. Pursuing her would only leave me heartbroken again. Why take the initiative? I've learnt to not listen to my heart anymore.

Finally got That 70's Show, X-men TAS, Spider-man TAS and Batman TAS! Feeling so accomplished!

That's it. This holiday, I'm going to earn money and get my cosplay outfit done! Exams, let's get you over and done with!