The Dream/Reality Opposite Possibility

Last night I had a dream about my ex. I cannot really recall much about the dream, but I remember us hanging out. Seriously, what does this dream mean?

Anyway, today I told this to my friends over dinner and we were discussing about how dreams and reality seemed to be opposite. I did mention in a very old post about my theory of dreams and reality. For instance, all the girls I ever wanted to go after, I'd have dreams of hanging out with them, us being happy and feeling close. And no, not wet dreams or any sex-related ones you dirty-minded fools. Purely rated-PG. And I knew that if I had such good dreams, my luck in reality would suck. And I've never been wrong. Also, when I was young, I would be buying all the toys I ever wanted, only to find out that it was a dream.

As mentioned probably in that old post I talked about earlier, the dreams could be a way to tell you what was going to happen in your future, in the form of opposites. But then again, dreams could simply be caused by the emotional "footprint" left in your brain by something that occurred or you kept thinking about.

What a long day! And waiting to move out at midnight! How am I to sleep??!

I'm turning 20 soon, and I look back at my life and wonder what have I ever accomplished. Well, first of all, I'm still single. That's probably the biggest and only thing I can think of. Pfffft. I feel like I've not done enough in my life, such that if I were to be gone today, nobody would even know. Y'know?

Missed Spider-man 3 on television. Shall watch my DVD!

Need to plan my practical lessons. Everyone seems to say that BTT will be a breeze.

I want to go home and watch the new episode of Oreimo! Gahhh! And I'm sure HIMYM has another episode soon!

Looking forward to Zouk Out! And that's on the 11th of December. 15th is the overseas holiday with the gang! Woots!

Btw, I'm f***ing hungry right now.






We'll stay awake till the sun rises,
Because tomorrow shall be a better today.

Zouk Out!

Cannot wait for Zouk Out! Woots!

Nothing much to blog about for today, not really in the mood either. Let's just hope tomorrow is a better day.

Who needs them?


Why is there no tabs for Youth Group's "Forever Young"? T_T


Everybody wants to change the world
Everybody wants to change the world
But no one,
No one wants to die

~ My Chemical Romance - Na Na Na

Arkham City Is Coming!

I was at Kinokuniya today and saw this game magazine that mentioned 2011's Batman: Arkham City, the  game after Batman: Arkham Asylum. Looking forward to it's release! I saw Catwoman! And Harley Quinn has a cooler, less whore-ish outfit XD

I actually kind of miss camp. I mean, I love to relax at home, but I get bored real fast. I wake up, have breakfast, sit in front of my computer. At least in camp I get to see my friends, go through shit with them, have some good laughs and bitching sessions. Yes, guys do bitch about other people. We do not let girls have all the fun :D The thought of extending my ORD date is rather tempting...

On the way home there was a group of rowdy teenagers on the train. F***ing losers making so much noise.

It happened so fast, but from what I remember you turned slightly when you saw me approaching. Maybe you were ashamed to be seen by your cool friends with me? I know I'm not exactly a cool guy, but that was probably the most painful thing for me. Oh well, I knew I was bothersome. I wonder, if I just die, will anyone remember me? Heck, will anyone even care?



Oh we dreamed a life
It was just like that, was like that
And just like that, and just like that it's done

~ Maria Taylor - Time Lapse Lifeline

Why Blog?

Was on the way back home, on the MRT train, when I let out a cough. I'm a gentleman, so I'd naturally cover my mouth when I did so. But the old man sitting beside me abruptly got up and went to find another seat further down the train. I was too amused to be shocked.

Army life seems to be rather relaxed now that it is at the end of the year, with only one exercise to worry about next month. I've got to plan some cohesion day! 2 major problems only: date and food. I'll rack my brains tomorrow. I'll really miss my friends in camp once I ORD...

I wonder, sometimes, why I blog. Not many people read my blog, and whatever I say here is what I tell my friends. There are times I would want to tell them something that happened to me recently and their reply would be, "Ya, I saw your blog already." But then, writing my thoughts and life here feels good. And one day I can look back at these old posts and recall my past events :)

There's not a day that I do not remind myself how lucky I am.

So many movies I want to watch! Easy A and Tangled!

It's good to be home! :) Gym time!


Take me home

B Is For Bored

Duty duty duty. Makes the Sunday crawl at snail's pace. Plus, the meals sucked today. I was so hoping for western!!! And I've watched finish all the episodes in my PSP, got to put in more. Unfortunately I have another duty on Tuesday before I get to book out. Nothing to do during that duty!

Sihua! You coming back on the 28th, which is Sunday, and at close to midnight! Sorry I will not be able to welcome you back!!! Duty next Sunday, you see:( Don't worry though the gang will surely plan something to welcome you back!...I think XD

December is around the corner... I'm going to hit 20! Unfortunately I'm doing duty that day, so I will not get to donate blood. Many during the weekend? Or should I wait for my 21st birthday?

This year seems so happening. I nearly got charged, I was involved in NDP, I changed bands, completed 75% of my NS life, got my own computer, puked at a club(and totally messed up the toilet), chat up with some random girl... That's 2010 for me I guess. Another year coming to a close, and I am ready to welcome 2011, I think. What shall we do to greet the new year this year? Hmmm...

I just recalled more of my dream for last night. I remember going to some stadium with my family... it was pouring heavily... I seemed to be looking for somebody... I saw someone and told her," You would have been better with me..." I mean, what the hell does my whole dream mean? I still love the one I was web-swinging in some shopping mall :D

Need to plan my lessons for December.

I.Want.A.Gig.

I decided to let things run it's course. I shall not get excited over every little thing. Time to be realistic. I'm probably thinking too much. There's no such thing as a fairy tale in life :)

Maybe I just hesitate to hang out with you guys because... I think I'm just not cool enough to be seen chilling with you all...

American Pie 9, or so they say it is, sucks. I gave up within 45mins.

I plan to master the Moonwalk. Finish what I started learning a long time ago.




...and maybe, one day, I'll catch your wave.

Wishful Thinkings

She called me "special". I mean, how often do girls call you that? Elated :)

But then again, maybe I'm just hoping and thinking too much :/

After that, I had a dream that we two were hosts for some event, because I "would never like her." Sounds familiar Mr Yong?:P

I hesitate to take a step forward for fear of taking two steps back. Yet I cannot stay at this step forever, can I?


Where do I go?

Million Dollar Baby

I watched Million Dollar Baby a few weeks back, but keep forgetting to mention it on my blog! Well, now I shall! Because this is one nice, touching story about dreams and the underdogs. Before watching the movie I had no clue what the movie was about. But as I watched on I expected a happy ending where the girl wins the title and happily ever after. However, not all endings are meant to be happy. This is one of the best movies I've ever watched, despite the fact that I prefer movies with happy endings. (500) Days Of Summer is another movie I really love for it's story!

Then there's the mind-boggling movies that impresses me like Inception, Shutter Island and Saw I and II. I admit Saw movies are gory, but the first two movies had better plot twists and less gore.

Movies like the Spider-man trilogy and Transformers and Batman Begins plus Dark Knight are enjoyed, well, because I like the action and superhero stuff :D

Today I watched Toy Story 3 and I love it! Really great ending to the wonderful trilogy! Think I shall get the DVDs to support it, instead of all the downloading. It's great movies like these that do not deserve to be pirated. I mean, you can go upload Tekken or Jonah Hex for all I care.



Jessie: Woody, we were wrong to leave Andy. I - I was wrong... 
Mr. Potato Head: Jessie's right, Woody. She was wrong. 


I remember every Chinese New Year I'd ask my friends about their family gathering, as a very big one that starts from your grand-grandparents all the way to you. That is one huge family gathering. But everyone would say that they only gathered with their direct family(I got no idea how to phrase it). That always left me puzzled, wondering if it was because nobody understood me. But then today I found out that my family has that grand family gathering is because of an aunt who is considerably far in the family tree from me. Thing is, she would plan all this Chinese New Year gatherings, which means I meet distant cousins I probably never knew existed if not for her initiative. I'm feel really fortunate to be able to know my expanded family tree.







"Maggie walked through that door with nothing buts guts. No chance in the world of being what she needed to be. It was because of you that she was fighting the championship of the world. You did that. People die everyday, Frankie - mopping floors, washing dishes and you know what their last thought is? I never got my shot. Because of you Maggie got her shot. If she dies today you know what her last thought would be? I think I did all right."


~ Eddie "Scrap Iron" Dupris, Million Dollar Baby(2004)

Harry Potter And The (Impressive) Deathly Hallows

Watched the new Harry Potter movie with my family yesterday! We watched at the Shaw cinema at Century Mall, and Shaw still sucks. The chairs there are the worst. And the theaters were packed! During the beginning of the movie I saw two young boys walk from one side of the theater to my side and sit down. Turns out the seats belonged to two girls, who came in late. Stupid boys XD

I have to say, the movie is really good. For once, they bother to ensure nothing is left out, unlike the previous movies. For once, I'm not disappointed in a Harry Potter movie since Chamber of Secrets :) I did not really expect them to have the part where Ron sees a hallucination of Harry and Hermione making out.LOL

Looks like the gig is cancelled. Oh well, maybe we can go find one on Soft.

Vroom vroom!

Anime are not meant to be dubbed. If you do not understand Japanese, find subtitles! Dubbing spoils the anime.



So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

~ Taylor Swift - Back To December

Second Chance

Today, I nearly got my ticket to detention barracks, which, for those who do not know, is "army jail".

Fortunately, with the help of my forgiving superiors and some luck, I got away with only 3 extra.

I swear that I nearly lost my entire future today.

I'm given a second chance in life, and I do not plan to waste it.

I want to thank my superiors greatly for helping me out. I'm forever in their debt.

At least, case closed.


We always have a choice. 
And we must accept the consequences for our choices,
be it good or bad.

Feeling Tired

Yesterday was duty, and boy did I sleep. I slept the entire day because the weather was so nice! Rain and more rain. But there was some stupid thing opposite the camp, with the Chinese singing and lion dance, which kept me awake.

Booked out in the morning today to go for my grandfather's funeral. Turns out the funeral was somewhat near my camp, making me rush home for nothing-.- And was so sleepy. After that was some lunch at some Chinese restaurant. And I've to let you know I do not enjoy these kind of Chinese restaurant. The food are so weird, like Tim Sum and chicken feet, and they serve green tea. The tea tastes so... diluted! Yucks.

All in all, it was a lousy day. I plan to book in this evening(not even at night) because I just want to go back to bunk and sleep my life away.

At least I'm on leave from Wednesday to Saturday.

You hurt me, I can close one eye. But you hurt my friends, I'll fucking never forgive nor forget.

Good Charlotte's new album is so-so only. I have not even listened to Taylor Swift's new album. Lazy me :)

Let's try to make the gig work :)


Either I've not seen this side of you,
Or you've simply changed.
Either way,
I don't recognize you.

Duty-(un)Free

Note: I'm in a really bad mood right now, hence my angry post.

First and foremost, I am officially sick of my goddamn crap of a mobile broadband. Always hanging... enough of the "save money" bullshit, okay. You want to save all the money for your retirement, fine. I'll support my own self.

Even though the damn Apache are flying again, our damn duties are still "enhanced". And the very shitty duties are going to last till the end of December. I can kiss all my approved leave(except the overseas one) goodbye. But I'm done trying to argue and complain, because all that will get me nowhere.

Rage helps nobody.
Rage changes nothing.
Learn to let go,
Learn to be happy.


Suppose to go paintball tomorrow! But because of my grandfather's wake... he passed away yesterday morning. Just now at the wake my mom was standing with my grandfather's brother, who is also at an old age right now. And there he was, the youngest and only sibling left in his family. I felt so sorry and bad for him... especially the taxi thing...sometimes I really hate myself.


I wanted to say more happy stuff, but my mood is just really bad.

Swimming with the gang tomorrow morning! Shall gym before that!

Hope tomorrow will be a happier day.


Coke is my coffee.
Coke is my beer.
Coke is my life,
Coke is my death.

Anime-Frenzy!

I cannot believe I'm watching so many anime! All thanks to Mr. Yong. But army is so boring, anything is entertaining! Even Saw movies. I cannot believe I watched them. The first two were still somewhat bearable. But the third one just got gory, and the fourth was no better. In fact, I stopped watching at the beginning of the fourth one. To see Jigsaw get his skin peeled out during the autopsy at the start of the movie is a sick way to go. And my team commander was so... fascinated (?) by it he was holding his dinner on his hand for very long. I looked away as I ate my dinner. I don't know how the rest can eat and watch Saw at the same time :x

I need counselling man.

All the anime songs are so addictive now! Fortune Arterial, Oreimo, Kaichou wa Maid-sama, Highschool of the Dead... And I still have so many albums to get. Taylor Swift, Pixie Lott, Good Charlotte... My Chemical Romance is on the way too!

Barbara Streisand by Duck Sauce sounds nice!


Every man needs his coffee

Blah-ing Off My Mouth

Finally! A holiday! Unfortunately i'm booking in tonight for duty on Saturday. And there's duty on Monday too. Means I cannot sleep at home this entire weekend. Bummer.

Just bought Sims 3: Late Night! Cannot wait to try it out!

My PSP now contains so many awesome games to kill my time at duty! DJ Max Portable 3 is still there, but I've removed Lord of Arcana to put in God Eater Burst! In an ancient post I've talked about the God Eater game, so I'll not explain again what it is. We were suppose to wait for the English version, but looks like we cannot wait. Hence we are playing the Japanese version. Fortunately, I can transfer almost everything to the new game, including my weapons, clothes, completed missions... only the items that you collect in missions are gone. No big deal. I'm still at a god-like level so I don't mind :) Seems they have extended the storyline, which is good. The previous one ended in a rather lousy manner. Also, there are new attacks, you can command your AI allies, and even use your friends' avatars to play as an AI ally! Wicked cool!


Been watching a lot of anime too! I watch them from my friend's PSP, as he constantly updates the episodes in there. Love Oreimo :D


I walk the Earth for you