Divided We Stand

Yesterday's jamming was good to release all our stress, though I'm personally not pleased with our attendance. Not that I blame them, but we've already planned on jamming on this day many weeks ago. Can you blame me for feeling rather frustrated? Back to the drawing board.

Our tryout vocal came yesterday too, and she seemed really nervous. Maybe that's why her songs went a bit off. But her Paramore covers were amazing! Her voice sounds promising, but we may need another jamming together to see if she's really what we are looking for. With a bit more practice she just might fit the bill! My only issue is her genre. Paramore is kind of like the "rock"-iest I plan to get. More pop rock than pure rock I guess I'm trying to say.

One day, I'll just get so sick of all this and just move on on my own.

Last night on the bus I realised I had problem balancing while standing. I'm not sure why. Maybe my music distracts me, causing me to be unable to focus on keeping my balance. Nearly fall onto the gal standing in front of me. So embarrassing. Wonder what she thought I was doing. LOL





You'll never see my true smile,
Because you don't deserve it.

S!ck!

When I see young couples, all I feel is envy.

I'd say more, but I'm too sick right now.

See you another day, world. Goodnight.


Just so sick...

Volume Control

I'm writing this down mainly to recall when I read my old posts in future. To me, my blog is where I put my memories in case I ever forget them.

Anyway, the thing is, I realise I've this habit when I watch television. When I watch, I tend to keep the volume at 18. If it's too soft, I'll move to 20. I seldom go to 19. If it needs to be louder, I go to 21, then 24, then 27, and if really needed, 30. I do not pick the other numbers when I adjust the volume. Weird huh?





Your love is the light
To my darkness

Hanging On

Just because it looks hopeless,
Doesn't mean I'll give up hope.


Swam at noon with Jeff, CR and Roshan! Unfortunately Kenny low in power so he had to K.O. But I kind of laze at one corner of the pool because of my damn sickness. All the pressure stuck in my nasal area... I felt intense pain when I tried to dive. And the sun was blazing hot! Think my brains are toasted pretty thoroughly.

Went down to Macs at Marine Parade after that. We actually planned on eating at the coffee shop but we somehow smelt Macs when we entered the taxi, how come I'm also unsure. Maybe the previous passengers had Macs on take-away? After Macs Jeff and CR went to figure out tabs while Roshan and I went Parkway. I cut my hair and we looked for a gift for his cousin. It's cousin right? Met up Kenny there too!

We planned to all go karaoke in the late afternoon, but that place was full! WTH! Really that cheap! So we ended up playing lan.

Big problems...


Rainbows make me happy.
Are you the rainbow of me?

The Power Of Google

Google is king.

This morning I encountered the same problem I face every once in a while: my hard disk will be assigned a different drive letter (Usually between I and G), which screws up my iTunes library and other programs which already locate the stuff at the specific location. I was so sick of changing after this stupid computer that I decided to assign a permanent drive letter to my hard-disk drive. But I had no idea how.

Thankfully, there's Google. And seriously, Google is a damn powerful and awesome search engine. Without it, I would only be half as aware of websites and downloadable stuff on the worldwide web. There's the recent case where my Photoshop CS5 serial number was wrong, and Google found me the right one. With Google, I found torrents of games and movies I wanted, and I still rely on these few sites that Google found for me. When I needed screenshots of new movies, Google delivered. When I had that stupid Trojan Horse crap, and I was so scared and unsure of what to do, Google answered my prayers with a solution (though it was the second time. First link Google gave was another virus -.-).

And Google Chrome is by far the best internet browser yet! The main reason why I think Chrome beats Firefox and IE is due to the fact you can personalise Chrome. You can put bookmarks at the top for even easier access apart from bookmarking a site and searching for it under your bookmarks. Tabs are being utilised well in Chrome too. Also, when you open a new tab, it suggests 6 of your most visited sites, which will come in handy. So right now, when I tell you I have Facebook, my blog, Youtube and Wikipedia "a click away", I'm not bullshitting ;)

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Swim swim swim! Today is actually a good day to karaoke to me.LOL

Note to self: Don't bring thumb drive to LAN shop ever again.


That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Two-Faced

If I could meet myself,
And say a few words to me,
All I want to let me know,
"I hate you."

Splitting Headache!

Damn.. all the pressure trapped in my nasal area...giving me a hell of a headache. Hopefully I recover enough to run and swim tomorrow!

Spent the whole day doing photoshop! Learning from all those tutorials and playing around! Rather fun!

Wow Paramore bass is harder than I thought. But practise makes perfect! :D

HeadacheHeadacheHeadacheHeadacheHeadacheHeadacheHeadache


No wonder Airplanes is so nice! Hayley is singing! The first verse is stuck in my head...LOL


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

Banding Together

As tired as I am right now, I'll blog! Like a daily ritual. LOL

This evening discussed band stuff with CR, and boy did we touch on a lot of topics. And even more diverting to random stuff that we kept asking each other,"Where were we...?"

Played pool and was joined with Jeff and Kenny! Repeated everything to them too. Had a good discussion. Also, must plan a karaoke session to "bond"! OMG we are just hilarious! Cannot wait for all the laughs we'll have! There's the KL trip... Just thinking about it is awesome! MUST GO!!!

Sometimes, I've got to remind myself we're not a band; we're a group of friends making music. Maybe I should paste a Post-It on my head or something.

Sleep! Damn flu. I want to recover!!!

At least I could taste the double cheeseburger and fries. Exactly what the doctor told me NOT to eat :D





When the world seems wrong
When you've come undone
No, you're not alone
I'll be there for you

Ridiculous...

I was on MC yesterday, which was good because I was bedridden the whole day. Only moved around to use the toilet or computer. Did not even have the energy to move. And then today when I finally return to camp I'm greeted with the usual crap. And this usual crap wants to charge me for not cutting my hair yesterday.

"You can cut on the way back to camp." Well, I left my house at 10pm. So unless there's a vampire barber, I say that's impossible.

"Go out and cut." I was too sick to leave my house, and the nearest barber is where? Parkway? And you know what was his response? "You can walk to the toilet right?" WTF

"Book in earlier then can cut at a barber outside the camp." Please... I'm sick, I just want to make it a short trip. Furthermore, why would I want to book in so early to this place?

"Didn't I tell you to cut?" ya, but you did not specify when. I plan to cut this weekend. How I know you expect me to cut during my MC? Hello, doctors give patients MC for a reason. And the reason is definitely not to cut hair.

See, army has a lot of A-holes, seriously. It's only here do I see the ugly people of the society. I'm not saying that all the army people are, I'm saying there are a bunch. And I've a wonderful specimen to prove it. Seriously, there's nothing I'd like more than to argue back and blow my top at him. But, to try to avoid being charged or worse, I'll just say, "Sir, you are right. I should have been more disciplined.Blah Blah Blah...". Sometimes, you have to lose the battle to win the war.


Me against the world

Random Thoughts

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

Everyone is blogging less! Why oh why? Only a few people I know still blog often. Means less things for me to read. It's like blogs are an endangered species! And it's quite amazing how much stuff I can blog about despite being in monotonous army life!

Wow. Just when I thought our band is making a lot of progress, I realised how far we are from making it big. There are much more professional bands out there with gigs and albums and stuff, while we are still doing jamming in studio. And to perform in events, meet other cool bands...just thinking of it just takes my breath away. Suddenly, I feel so small.

I wonder, no matter how hard one tries to change, can he ever be a better person? Can a leopard truly change his spots?

People say I'm skinny. I say I need to get skinny.

Selena Gomez's "Naturally" and "Falling Down" are sounding catchy again. Shall go play it later!

Suddenly want to watch both Transformers 1 & 2 again!

Exploring Photoshop CS5! Love it! :3

LOL sorry Jeff but I do not see what's so hot about Orianthi after seeing her "Shut Up & Kiss Me" video.

Duty on Vesak Day...sian.

Time to sleep again :)

This love-hate relationship
You say you can’t handle it
But there’s no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

God Eater!

Well, I feel much better today :D The rest and medications have probably help me pass through the worst part of my flu! Though is till feel rather sick... At least my splitting headache and fever are gone.


I'll talk about this PSP game, God Eater. It's only in japanese so far, though I heard the english version is being made. But who can wait? Besides, once you figure out the game, you don't really need to wait for the english version. Furthermore, the japanese version is more bloody than the english.

This game is a lot like Monster Hunter. But better. You can customize your characters hair, face, clothes, weapons like MH. You can fight monsters with allies like MH. But God Eater is a better game than MH in certain ways. For instance, your weapon is an interchangeable sword cum gun. For sword, you can choose small, medium and large. The gun and shield too. You see, your weapon is a combination of all 3. You use it to slash, shoot and block. Furthermore, the monsters are less predictable than MH, making it more of a challenge. And you can die as many times possible in a mission, as long as an ally revives you within 30 seconds. The reviving is done by giving half your HP to your fallen ally, so revive him while you have a lot of health, or it would be useless. While MH tries to make single-player less boring by giving you a Felyne warrior, this game allows you to add up to 4 CPU allies, varying in ranks and attack tactics. Some are noobs while others are high-rankers; some slash all the way while others rely on shooting alone. Also, God Eater's missions are always fast-paced. There's no "Kill 50 Vespoids" or "Kill the Lao-Shan Long" quests in this game.



There'll be quests that require you to fight 2 of those big monsters you nearly died fighting when there was one, and despite the difficulty, it's actually doable. It's pure hunting, with a rather interesting storyline. Despite it being in japanese, you can get the gist of the story from the cinematics. And the graphics are quite impressive! Also, the customization of your character's looks is rather cool. You can probably make one character to look like Cloud from Final Fantasy. My only problem? Trying to boost defense. The monsters' attacks seem to take chunks of my health away, and makes it frustrating when I keep dying. So to kill time before Monster Hunter 3 comes to PSP, God Eater is definitely a good game to play.

Shall practise more Green Day! And there's Stop&Stare...

Orianthi's "Shut Up And Kiss Me" sounds great!

Love Green Day's 21 Guns music video!

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

So Sick Of Being Sick

Today, or yesterday actually since it's past midnight, I spent the whole day trying to sleep and worrying about my damn running nose. It was leaking like a running tap. Really irritating. And I had no tissue in bunk. I was so frustrated of walking to the toilet and back that I just took a whole roll of toilet paper from a cubicle. And my flu was so bad I seriously could not taste anything at all, even my double cheeseburger. I'll explain the burger later.

Around evening my headache got really bad and I started getting fever, so I went to see the M.O. Doctor sent me home, and it could not be a wiser decision. If I stayed in camp tonight I would probably have died. But the trip home was very difficult too. On the long bus ridey headache was killing me, making me giddy. And my nose was leaking like crazy again. Really sucky feeling. At the bus interchange I grabbed a double cheesrburger in order to feel a bit better, because all I could think of on the bus was eating a burger. Again, I tasted nothing. And I felt like throwing the burger away. I'm not sure how I manage to survive the trip home, but I did. Barely had the appetite to eat my dinner. And I simply went to bed.

Stupid flu bug...



We're all part of the same, sick little games.
And I need a getaway, getaway.

Lethargic

Well, today is officially labelled "boring". My medications made me drowsy, and did nothing today. Wow.

Really need to cut my hair! Hope I do not get caught this week! Shall cut next weekend!

Let's not lan next week ok? Because I think the lan shop sucks right now.

Still sleepy.

Beauty is only skin deep

!mpulse

That should be my new nick. "!mpulse".

If army will make me the man I'll be, I don't like it. I've got to change.

Today's jamming was rather good! But think Lisa was a bit tired, and the jamming was a bit long. I'll upload pictures tomorrow on Facebook! Watched Shrek Forever After and I love it! The standard is consistent from the first movie, never disappointing me. Unlike Transformers 3... Amazing how we stone for so long at Pizza Hut just to wait for the movie to start!

And there was this thing in the lift. Thing is, we guys took the lift to go up to the cinema. In the lift I was facing CR, and behind him was a guy with a turban. I started laughing, because we discussed what would happen if there was a turban guy in a lift while we were inside. Jeff did not see the guy, but thought the same thing, and he asked CR "what colour?". CR turned and saw the guy, who was just behind him, and said "black" so loud that I'm 100% sure the turban man knows we were referring to him. OMG so embarrassing! But hilarious nonetheless!

Jeff and I had to run for the last train, only to find out there was still 4 mins to spare -.- Saw a TPJC friend at the station, and met Derek on the way home from Eunos MRT station. He was in a cab when I crossed the road, and he "psssst" at me. LOL


"Feed me, if you dare."

Let Me Rewind

Was talking to my mom on the way to the doctor, and I asked about my grandfather. He was a guy who enjoyed life, eating good food and being a good man. I remember how he used to take me out on rides in his taxi when he worked as a taxi driver. He would drive me to the petrol kiosk and buy me candies. I remember he loved karaoke. He was one who enjoy good food. Then, he was cancer-stricken. It was too late, and all we could do was see him suffer. My mom cried her eyes out. I was Primary 4 then. I did not know how precious life and family was. I never thought losing someone was so bad. I just felt that, hey, something different is happening from my monotonous life of schooling and homework. Stupid, stupid, little boy. I wish, right now, I can just go back to that time, and really cherish the grandfather I never got to truly love.

His cancer was so bad that he could not eat. And he was hoping he could at least have one last, good meal. At my age then, I was a young kid who did not know what was happening. Now I realise how blind I was. There my grandfather was, bedridden and unable to eat anything, his only wish was for one last meal. My mom tried her best, and made him green bean soup. She said she fed him the soup, and could not hold back her tears. My grandfather choked a bit on the beans and fibres; it was difficult to consume even this. But after that, all the trouble to consume one little green bean soup, all he said was, "This is the best."

It's ten years since he was gone, but he's still alive in me.

They say it makes me crazy,
I simply think I see the bigger picture.

Who's That Girl?

NDP sucks. You have no idea how much I hate the walkie talkie. That guy keeps talking loads of unnecessary crap. And he keeps repeating them. And when he wants to get a point across, he beats around the biggest bush around. I get so irritated I either do not reply or simply put the volume to 0. Wayang king... (*wayang* is Singapore slang for being pretentious or acting dramatic).


Anyway last night had this weird dream. I was sitting in an average crowded MRT train with this gal who I do not really know. As in, I know her but not a friend kind. So there we were, and I think I was about to ask her to go steady(which is WTH). One part of the conversation went something like:


Me:" I have to warn you, I don't drink."
Her:" It's ok, I don't mind."
Me:" And you don't have to stop clubbing."
Her:" Are you sure?"
Me:" Ya I'm sure. It's ok for you to club."
Her:" Aren't you scared I'll go wild?"
Me:" Nah I trust you."


Then we smiled, I held her hand, and she smiled and rest her head on my shoulder.


WTH....


I saw the show which was a tribute for Goh Keng Swee and I felt really sad that he was gone. He contributed so much for Singapore, and he started National Service but I do not mind. In fact, I'll really spend my NS time well to respect him. Rest in peace, Dr Goh.


Practised some bass on my bed this morning, and my back hurts now :S


Why Megan Fox why?! Not that you are cooler than the robots, but I think since you gone through 2 movies, at least stay for the third instalment. You're already like...part of it. It will feel kind of incomplete.



Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

Wait!

I'll think of something to write...tomorrow!LOL


Goodnight world

Out!

It feels good to let it all out :)


Happiness is like a yo-yo.
It always comes back.

Nothing Serious

That title should be our band name. Because nothing ever is.

1) Now Kenny and Jokhie say they disagree with the name when they didn't attend the meeting.
2)If so many disagreed on the name, why pick it? That means we wasted our time.
3)How the FUCK does taking off the "!" make it less cheesy? That's bullshit. Just change the whole fucking name.
4)I said only kenny and jokhie. Jeff why did you need to go? I specifically said only those two so that CR can teach them in peace. Must I spell everything out?
5)How the hell do I manage admin if you guys don't seem to bother to even listen.





I used this picture before,
But I think this post potrays it better.

It's Another Shit Day...

...like any other shit day involving army. Now on a train to Choa Chu Kang and as usual, I'm standing. I want to take a nap on this 40 mins ride but I'm wearing my damn green uniform, so I cannot sit down.

The outfield is definitely a mood-killer. I'm not even in the mood to do anything.

Flu bug getting worse. Like my plate is not full enough. Oh well...

Played lan with the guys yesterday! But that's not the highlight of the night. Kenny drove us home! It was really fun, and kind of scary. My Aviva insurance does not cover accidents right? Cool to get a driving license. Need to go apply...

I realise this NDP really takes away a lot of time I can use to practise or meet up with the gang.

And did I mention that I HATE THE YOG SONG?!! It's f***ing embarassing please...





"Home is where the heart is."

Xpandin'

Well, today was a half day! Had a run at East Coast Park before we booked out from there! And they had to choose the part of ECP that is so far away from all the underpasses... in the end we had to walk all the way down to the Lagoon food centre before we could cross over -.-

Did a lot of practising today. Found new tabs today! And created my own ones too. Such as Green Day's "21 Guns" and "Last of the American Girls", New Found Glory's "Kiss Me" and Orianthi's "According To You"! And FYI guys "Stop and Stare" bass is super crazy! Will take me longer to learn it because it's like being thrown into a jungle! @_@

Shall lan tonight to comfort myself for going outfield. Need some zombie-killing ;)


She puts her makeup on like graffiti on the walls of the heartland
She's got her little book of conspiracies right in her hand
She is paranoid like endangered species headed into extinction
She is one of a kind, well, she's the last of the American girls

Abandon?

Here's the situation. You've an outfield from Sunday night to Thursday, and you manage to be excused because you got a week-long status for your foot problem. Would you insist on still going?

Well, I did.

Foolish? Stupid? What's the first word that comes to your mind?

I don't know why I did it, but it bugged me that I skipped this outfield, my first outfield with my team ever. Maybe I felt like a loser, looking like I was trying to escape this thing. Maybe I felt bad for abandoning my team. I just felt like I could not sleep in peace next week knowing I left my team to go outfield without me. Sure I'll get hell lots of insect bites, get stuck under the hot sun, noy bathe for several days, put camo cream on my face, get picked on by superiors, but they don't beat the bugging I'll feel at the back of my head.

Sigh~

Just felt like sighing...





I should have listened to my friends

BROWser

Woah on the way back to camp just now I was standing in the train as usual, and I saw the lady sitting in front of me with super long eyebrows! As in really huge! I think a housefly can use one s a landing pad! So...urk.

My medications are making me drowsy...damn. Got me all cranky today, so I decided to just sleep. And boy did I sleep! I doze off so fast, and sleep damn short! Within half an hour I would have woken up, feeling rejuvenated, only to feel tired a couple of hours later :S

Saturday's NDP will start at 8:30am, end at around 4:30pm. Means Saturday burned.

Sunday is outfield, means I most likely need to go back camp very early on Sunday. Sunday burned.

Outfield is until Thursday.

FARK ARMY. Seriously...

Can't wait to see Deren bald though... :3





I'm gonna fight 'em all
A nation army couldn't hold me back
They're gonna rip it off
Taking their time right behind my back

Photoshop CS5!

Yahoo I installed Photoshop CS5 Extended Edition! :D So damn happy, despite that shitty outfield that moves out on this Sunday night. Cannot wait to explore the power of photoshop! Looks like my "Testing" folder in Facebook is going to see many more new editions! AWESOME! But it has bloody lots of features... will take me a while to find my way around!

Watched District 13. It's not in english, but the quality is really awesome. Like it's DVD ripped... but the storyline is average. Quite cool moves though.

Practised on my bass today! And boy do I love "Seven Nation Army" by The White Stripes! Cool bass it got there!

and just heard the song "Outta Here" by Esmee Denters! Nice song! (Y) And if Jeffish has not heard it yet, and listens to it and loves it, I forsee another hot babe he fall in love with. After Lady Gaga, Pixie Lott, Orianthi, Charice(?)...damn I'm sure there's more but I cannot remember XD Let's hope Duffy is not in that list....

FUCK NS AND OUTFIELD...

Get me outta here
'Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears

Red-Eyed

Yesterday was too tired to blog, so I'll do a longer one to make up for it.

Well, I'm now in my home from camp because the doctor at my camp's M.O. told me to go home for today. He did not want me to make my sore eyes problem spread. Really curious about how it actually does spread... Anyway the sore eyes started last night. It was too painful to even open my eyes >.< And this morning I started getting flu symptoms... Plus, the doctor gave me 1 week excused boots due to my foot rot. Means I may not be able to go next week's outfield. But not wanting to think I'm trying to skip it, I'll still go. After all, I only brought up my foot rot to the doctor was to simply get more medication... Yesterday NDP was looooong. Imagine me having to reach Choa Chu Kang at 8:30am... And I heard it'll be the same this Saturday. FML. I reached back camp only an hour earlier than usual, and I slept rather early. Partly because I was exhausted, partly due to my sore eyes. Woke up near midnight, and it took me a while to feel sleepy again. And did I have wierd dreams. But I rather not share them here...:P

I'm slipping off the edge,
I'm hanging by the thread,
I wanna start this over again.

Aw Damn...

Turns out my sister took all those pictures as .jpg format, instead of RAW. Damn now cannot use the effects of the Picture Style Editor...oh well. Next time then.

I've been thinking, when people ask me about my religion, I wonder if I should say I'm Christian. I mean, I've not gone to the church for over a year, I don't bother keeping in touch with my cell group. I mean, I still pray and say grace, but doesn't Not going to church every Sunday=Not Christian? I don't know...I stopped going to that church because I felt like...it was just wrong. I did not exactly feel like I believe what they preach, and I have to say I tend to feel scared by how...devoted they are. It's like some (no offence) brainwashing campaign that I see in alien movies or something. When I listen to what they preach, it does not exactly sit well with me. Sure I believe in God, I love Jesus, but I'm not ready to go church every Sunday and do bible studies on Fridays. Does that mean I'm "not fit to be a Christian"? They say He loves all, doesn't mean His children will love having a guy like me around. maybe they consider me some filth in the church. Behind their holy smiles are thoughts like "What in Christ's name is this guy doing here? He is not devoted!"

Even if I find a better church, I'm not sure I'll be all "Sunday church" and stuff. I've got my own beliefs too, like how going to church every Sunday is a bit hardcore. Also, my church believes we should not get into relationships at this age, but rather enjoy the love from our Father. That does not bode well with me, mainly because I want a relationship, someone to turn to when I need to. You can always turn to God. Yes, I know. No clubbing, no drinking, no relationships...I feel like if I continue at the church, I've to become a priest.

Learnt the bass for "Dear Maria, Count Me In"! Love that song!


Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you

I Love You, Man

F***ING AWESOME MOVIE!

Jason Segel is just amazing. Any movie I've seen him act in so far is plain hilarious! And this is another good one to watch!

And I wonder...I do need a best friend too. I mean, who will be my best man in future? Can't believe I'm actually fretting about my future wedding (if I ever get one)...


Spoilers below!


Sydney: Society tells us we're civilized but the truth is we are animals. Sometimes we just have to let it out. Try it.
Peter: Baaah!
Sydney: Good. Now gently remove your tampon and try again. 



Peter Klaven: Do you need a plastic bag, or...
Sydney Fife: Oh no. I don't clean up after my dog. 




Figured out the remaining songs today. All I'm left is "Stop and Stare" and "Cry Me Out". I got no idea what the shit is the bass for the latter. Time to call in the cavalry,aka CR.LOL

Now jump up,
Let's get crazy

Pool D@y!

Was too sleepy yesterday to blog, so I'll update today!

CR, Jeff and Kenny came over to my place to swim yesterday! This time there were many small kids, and they took one of my ball away. Ok, that sounded wrong. It's those small, very bouncy kind, like a squash ball. Anyway, I didn't ask for the ball back from the little boy because he kept putting it into his mouth. Wow, this is not helping. We ordered Domino's and ate at the poolside! Classic Pepperoni pizza never ceases to satisfy me ttm! Meatzza was so-so only. Maybe because by the time we started on it it was already cooled down. And the BBQ jumbo wings had too much BBQ sauce. And they are not fried, like Pizza Hut's. Pizza Hut wings ftw! Oh and btw, wearing flesh-coloured, thin top in the pool is not nice, especially if you are not even hot. Keep your nipples to yourself please.

We went jamming after that. And I went to figure out 3 songs! There's still a few more. Wanted to figure out but CR had to watch some COH video...where's the discipline, man? And next time, don't have so many people over. Keep it at 2 people. Yesterday there were too many people. Thing is, I don't want these sessions to have some of us doing nothing or our own songs. Yesterday Jeff was practising his other songs while Shuyun was doing nothing while CR taught Kenny his part. I'll say more at our Facebook page. Yesterday was good, but not efficient enough.

Walked around Parkway! Shuyun gave us a cake before leaving, and it filled up our stomach! Don't know how Jeff and CR had space to eat dinnner, but Kenny and I went to check out Cotton On and find a USB cable for my mom! Saw so many hot girls T_T  AND URBANEARS HAS SUCH A NICE HEADPHONES! I WANT THE RED RED RED RED RED!$100 though...maybe next pay. If the red is still there...

Lan at night! Can't believe we played for nearly 5 hours! When I got up at the end my ass felt sore! And was BF2 good! I love being sniper. It's a one-way thing: I'll kill you, but you cannot touch me :) And shotgun was fun! Even though the US one was one shot at a time, I got the hang of it :D Awesome!


'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Ann Dee Pee

"I am Iron Man."

NDP was the usual dull stuff. At least there is a change in the bus company, which is a really good thing. Makes life easier for me.

Well, since today was wasted on NDP, I do not have much to say. Left the house late, so I cabbed to the place. $18. Ouch. And lunch sucked (as usual), and Old Chang Kee gave us curry puff and sotong roll(or whatever that thing is called) for snack. Can't they give chicken wing instead? I like the chicken wing! At least this week the buses were on time, hence I left NDP at 6 :)

Did some photographing with my sister. And I did a lot of editing for fun! Like the picture above!

Swim tomorrow! And jamming! Plus, lan. Sorry Kenny, lan is still a weekly thing. Though I'm not so keen of lan anymore. Simple want to kill zombies. Maybe that's my wish... for L4D to be real....

Mom said there were two chinese guys in their 20s who kept looking at my sister while she swam. And they ere going to swim then my mom told my sister it was time to go home. I swear if I was there I'd fuck those motherfucking son of bitches upside down left right center till they die. Don't fucking go even near my sister you perverted assholes.


I'm not a complicated soul.
I'm simply a confused one.

Iron Madness

We are strangers, yet lovers.

LOL yesterday was fun! First I met Jeff and CR at City Hall to get Lisa's birthday present. And the stairs at the MRT station is just packed. We walked around Suntec City to find some present for Lisa, and we spent 15 mins laughing at potential birthday cards at some shop. Went to Toy'R'Us and met Mr Chang there! He was bringing his two kids there to shop! And we posed with Iron Man masks. Hilarious! Check out the pictures on Facebook!

On the way to Timbre the 3 of us were laughing about turbans. I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt. And the queue at Timbre was really long. Queued for an hour! But it was all worth it, except for the band. Not my taste of music I guess? And there was this hot beer lady...LOL Shuyun, Rosh and Lisa came later in the night and we had a good time finalising the band name!(I still say Atomic Bananas :D) The girls wanted "Lime N Lemon" while the guys supported "Everything Nice!" so we voted. As for our 2 missing members, they don't get a say because they did not attend :P Rained heavily after midnight, so we ate chicken wings to kill some time. And was the chicken hot! The oil from the chicken burned my lip! WTF. And our cab home was expensive. Starting with around $6... O.O

Got to go for NDP now. Stupid...

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night

Uniqlo!

Well, I just shopped like crazy at Uniqlo! Did not actually check how many things I was buying until I was paying up! Surprisingly, all the discounts brought my spendings below $200. Saved around $70?haha Best part is, I did not even buy what I went there to find, because they did not sell it there! I can always check this evening :D

Shall slowly see what discounts I got on the MRT.LOL


I'd never sing of love
if it does not exist

Stop The Calls!

Last night from 12am to 6am I was on the road, the wind, exhaust and other small stuff flying into my face the whole time. One whole trip took 3 hours. Just my luck there were 2 waves of new drivers to follow. And boy was it cold. It was so cold I slept without the fan on this morning! And the smell at one of the locations was unbearable. It smelt like the world's population of shit combined together. The smell is just sickening. And to think I had to drive past there twice. And because the vehicles move one behind another, every time we move off from a traffic light there will be this big puff of really black exhaust emitted and, unfortunately, flying into my face. When I washed my face this morning I realized how much soot there was on my face. And the ride was so long I kept dozing off! Despite the loud engine sound and the bumpy ride. Sitting on a field chair in the vehicle is no laughing matter. My balls are not laughing one bit.

Amazing. I slept for 3 hours and got 6 missed calls from army people in my camp. Can they please fucking leave me alone? Thank God I was wise enough to put my phone silent, so that I could sleep in peace :D But I predict some army asshole will call me during the later part of the day, when I'm already om my half day off.

Dark cloudy sky. Nice :)

And it feels so good to walk out of that camp and into the outside world.

Ikki Tousen: Xross Impact shall keep me entertained till a new PSP game is released :)




Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective

It's Addictive

Time to turn the frown upside down. No more emo please!

And time to shop! I am going to shop tomorrow since I got half day :) Wish I had a shopping pal. Any takers? :D Still got that Dr Martens boots on my to-get list! Plus an iPod Nano! The new generation has radio!!!! AND I WANT RED! Don't care if I need to purchase online. Red is the sex!

Money Money,
Just have sex.

Shopping and saving are really opposite. They contradict each other. To do one is to sacrifice another. "Shop n Save" better change it's name.





Accidental Shopaholic

R.U.N.

 
I'm not a perfect guy,
But you are my perfect girl.

I just wanna run. Stupid weather is so not helping. At least there is a run tomorrow!

I WANT MY OFF! Why can I not have my off? :(

Sucks to not have my Vodafone modem charger in camp.

Topman, here I come! You're next, Uniqlo!

Surprisingly, I really want someone to love right now.

Talk to me.





"It matters not what they say,
 Our happiness is ours to define."


PS. One day, I'll have a picture of my happiness like these :)

I promise.

Life's Funny

NDP was so hot! And my brown shirt was so soaked with my sweat it smelled so bad! But Nic smelled waaaaay worse.

Had dinner at Northpoint foodcourt with my operators. And there's one thing I really really hate about going foodcourts. It's the finding of seats. When you cannot find seats, you'd stand around a table that seems to be finishing like some vulture waiting for a dying animal to just cross over to the other side. I hate doing such things. And I hate it when people do that to me too. It is like rushing you to eat and go. Oh well, typical Singaporeans...

Ok I already established I kinda stink because of my sweat, so I felt so self-concious that I did not dare move around much in the bus. Didn't want a wave of smell to hit the poor guy standing beside me. I did not smell that bad, if that's what you think. I just felt like I smelled. Anyway, at the foodcourt, I was behind this lady wearing a face mask, probably because of some flu or something. That meant she could not smell me! Boy did I feel kind of happy to not affect her.

On the way back, in the bus, there was this bastard sitting next to some teenage gal, who was around my age. I was standing, because my stop was quite near. And that pervert kept glancing at her, like...molesting her entire body with his eyeballs. He just ogled like free, all over her body. I was so fucking disgusted I stared him down the entire bus trip. I did not care. I could not do anything, so I stared. I wish such fuckers would get whatthey deserve. Fucking perverts.





When it comes to love,
Follow not the mind,
But the heart.

Faded Memories

Today on the bus I spent my time trying to recall my days in primary school. Like the friends I hung out with, the things I used to do, the first teacher who I thought was the most beautiful teacher in the world (and that was primary 2 I think). It's like a guy who lost his memory trying to regain it. There's only so little I can recall, so much I wish I could.

Stupid NDP rehearsal...





Took my heart to the limit,
And this is where I'll stay.

MovieM@nia

Watched Avatar, Spider-man and Planet 51 today! That's how free I am today!

Oh Robin why do you have to leave? :(





"Short ain't always sweet, my love."

Walk Along

I crossed the street in front of a police car.ROFL


All we care 'bout is talking
Talking only me and you

Photo-struck!

Last night I stumbled upon this photo online:




Now I have seen this picture before. Outside my camp there's this photo shop. And on the wall was a calendar, with a photo per month. And this photo was one of them. And when I saw this picture for the first time in the shop when I walked by, I loved it. Not because of the lady, but the way the photo was taken. I liked how the photo effect and her pose make the picture awesome. And only last night did I find out that she was Lee Hyori. Thought it was just some random model.





If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't be who I am.

Zombieland

Zombieland is great! It's more humour than horror, and bloody nice! Makes me feel like playing L4D! 2 thumbs up to this surprisingly good movie! Beats Rec 2 hands down. And Tallahassee can be a Francis, while Witchita can be a Zoey! Emma Stone is HOT! Lol at Tallahassee and his Twinkies XD

It's nut up or shut up.

Wait&Rush

Stupid NDP. How the hell did we end up waiting an hour and a half before we could leave? Bloody ridiculous. In the end I had to cab home because I was already super late for dinner.

Had dinner at some place that I did not catch the name! A lot of seafood stuff, not my forte. Barely ate, even though I skipped lunch :\ And it's going to cost me $60. Haven't thrown in CR's present yet. The price of good food I guess :(

Saw the stuff I wanted from Topman! The awesome awesome super awesome jacket costs $160! But I want! Plus the many other stuff there of course.



It's the taste of the chase I do confess 
It's the mess that feels so right 

PS. Can DSLR take pics like this?

Screwed System

I really, really hate army uniform. Makes me sweat. It kind of traps the heat or something. And our weather is not helping at all.

Now I'm sitting at Jurong East interchange waiting for the train in the middle platform to arrive. And it's always the same scenario: just when my train arrives, that train would be closing its doors and departing. What the hell is wrong with the system.

And as usual, the uniform stops me from sitting down. Damn...

Got Zombieland!!! Saw the first few minutes and I like it already. Though I must say the blood and gore is a bit overdone.

Going to rush home after NDP rehearsal to change and meet the guys for dinner! To celebrate CR's birthday. I cannot stand the idea of rotting at home.

I'm going to be late for picking up the Police GOH :S





You play these reckless games
You never lose
As long as I'm with you

Where Is The Line?

I was taking the cab to CR's place today, wondering if I would be cool if I were to club and drink, maybe then girls would even bother to look my way. Then, this thought crossed my mind."Hey, I don't need to club or drink to be cool. I can be cool in my own way!"

Okay I know that sounds rather...noble and all, but then I wonder, was it really true, or am I merely consoling myself? I'm sure we tend to say such stuff to ourselves, like "I can make myself happy with the little I earn; I don't need loads of cash to be happy." Yet you will feel happy if you suddenly got millions to splurge. What if these were not facts of life, but rather delusions we kid ourselves with just to feel better? Another one, "I do not need to look cool to attract girls. It's the inside that counts." Eventually, such a guy will still realise looks do matter. Are we just lying to ourselves?


Lan today! And we ended too late, had nowhere else to eat, so we had Carl's Jr. REGRET. Feel so full. Damn the upsize! Going to have a nightmare of fries... And we talked about Power Rangers! God I still remember everything!


When you need a little less, 
or you want a little more
That's what I'm here for 

Photo Play

Well, I spent my morning playing with the photo editor! Made a picture for our band, because the current one on Facebook is from Rock Band. And made a few funny ones just because I was too free.

Shall practise my bass in the afternoon, play pool in the evening, before I meet the guys for dinner and lan!


I think of awhile ago
We might have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow


Love is a messy thing.