DJ!!!

I wanna be a DJ! The workshop was great!

But she is even greater! :)

I'm really tired. Tomorrow is gonna be a dull day, kinda because of the lesson, but mostly because it's the only day I don't see her at all. I guess I'll rock climb tomorrow!

Just A Quick Post

Went for lunch and study with her today! Actually she studied mostly, while I was stoning. Because I didn't think that she'd be studying in school! Total change of plans! But it's ok :) Saw the CR gang, and they saw us. Well well! And she got to read my very old blog posts and see how I was last time! There was this post about me thinking of my neighbor that she read...oh shit! :P

Went to meet Thor group for dinner! It was quite hilarious and great to just sit around and chit chat! Felt like a while since we all talked! And we tried to help Richie with his letter! Hope all will work out well for that guy!

Apologies for this short post. Gotta sleep for school tomorrow!haha

So F***ing Pissed

Her iPhone is lost! Wish I could do something about it :(

I am so f***ing pissed off with my mom right now.

Sleepy Boy

Biz Law is so hard! Am I really cut out to be studying in university? It's time to really read those notes properly. But the professor keeps rushing through his stuff due to time constraint. Today is the second time he did that.

Went to meet her for lunch and studied until it was time for my LTB meeting! We went to do up our posters, and as much as I tried, I somehow felt super tired during the discussion! But I eventually felt more energized(could be due to my Coke?) and stopped feeling sleepy!

Now studying in the school library, and shall study until she's done with CCA! This time I'm ready for 3 hours of waiting! Long-sleeved T-shirt and jeans, my laptop, music... I'm ready!

Managed to conenct my iPod Touch to the school internet! Awesome! That means I can be surfing Facebook during my AS class! :D

I had a load of bad CCA news yesterday. First was the Sound Foundry audition. I applied for the 7pm slot, because I had the DJ 101 workshop from 7.30pm to 9.30pm on Wednesday, but they put me at 7.40pm. So I informed them of my situation, and they decided to put me at the 9.40pm slot. That is too late for me, so I decided to tell them forget it.

The second thing is the DJ workshop itself. I received a mail from someone attending the Wednesday slot too, saying that he/she and 3 other friends want to join the same day slot, and apaprently in our class of 4, there's 3 of them plus me. So he/she requested if I can change to another day's slot, so that their last friend can join. I remember seeing the timing for those other slots, and either they were clashing with my school schedule or is on Saturdays. I don't plan to go for CCA on Saturdays. So I decided to turn him/her down. Yet, I feel like a bastard for doing that. Am I in the wrong?

You snooze,
you lose.

Well I Guess This Is Growing Up

We communicate, we learn, we become better :)

Today, or yesterday actually, I learnt quite a bit!

Life's good the way it is right now! :) But...

SIAN BIZ LAW TMR. FML.

Good things last forever

:D

Happy :)

Please just don't let it be too good to be true!

The Start Of Stress

Okay, I know I'm a bit slow but only this week then do I start to feel the stress of school. I mean, statistics class was so... confusing. My mind was blank the entire lesson. Couldn't make head or tail of whatever he was saying @.@ Shall go read through everything again!

I realized SMU has a lot of good-looking girls! Sorry, I don't look at guys, so I don't know how are the guys here. But the girls... there was this girl at subway, and she's ang moh, but she looked really pretty! All of us thought so. Even a girl can think so too. That's how good she looked!

But then, there's this other girl who I think is better! She's in one of my classes, and yesterday I just decided to add her on FB. I mean, she just looks so nice! Like, seriously! Drop. Dead. Gorgeous. Looks like I cannot focus anymore in class! XD But I shall not say anymore, in case she somehow ends up checking out my blog.

Now waiting for the Stereomata info. session which is at 7pm, so I'm stoning in school for the time being. Oh crap I forgot that I need to go and buy the popcorn! Shall get it after blogging this post!

Do I dare?
Should I dare?

LOL

1. How old will you turn in 2010?
I turned 20 in 2010. Thanks for reminding me that I'm getting old.


2. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
 One. One and only one.

3. Would you date someone eight years older then you? 

If there's a connection, and she looks hot for her age, then yea.

4. When was the last time you laughed?
After dinner, when I made fun about those slutty women at the row of bars.

5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping. Like, what else?

6. What's your relationship with the person you last texted? 

Friend.

7. What did you do today?
Study.

8. Who do you really want to see now?
I don't know. Spider-man?

9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Hope not!

10. Who's your last missed call?
Sashti.

11. What's something you really want now?
Get a girlfriend!wahahaha

12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
I want to sleep a little more. I don't want to study!

13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
Yep. Definitely.

14. What is something you need to go shopping for?
Converse shoes. My trusty ones' dying :(

15. Do you want kids?
Of course!

16. Are you in love with anyone?
Nope. I haven't like anyone, how can there be love yet?

17. How's your heart lately?
Excited by the many pretty girls in school??

18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
iConserve camp.

19. Is your phone close to you?
On my right, just beside my mouse. Tilted clockwise by a bit, facing upwards.

20. What is bothering you right now?
Business Law.haha

21. What does your last received text message say?
That's why telling you to go on sat!

22. Where are you right now?
In my room!

23. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope. Forgot to play music.

24. Do you like country music?
So-so. Give me pop rock anyday.

25. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
Yep.

26. How is your hair styled right now?
The best style: No style.
27. Do you like your first name? 
NO. But because my parents gave it to me, I'll cherish it.

28. Last thing you drank?
Water.

29.Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
Nope. I sleep in the car.

30.What did you do 15 mins ago?
Facebook! Change the time to any number and the answer is still the same!hahaha

31. Do you think you are a good person? Not good enough.

32. The first contact in your hp?
Aaa. Which is my number.

33. The sweetest person in your life?
I dunno. Me??

34. The closest male to you now? First name to come to mind? CR.

35. The person you are chatting with now?
Nobody actually. I was chatting to a few people just now, but not now.

36. The languages you are able to speak?
English, a bit of Japanese, swear words in malay and some dialect.

37. The last person whom you screwed?
I'm a good boy :)

38. One word about your life now?
Happening.

39. Where do you wish to work?
A toy store.

40. What are you specially good at?
Talking cock!

41. Would you date someone younger than you?
I'm a guy, so sure. And it's not like I have much choice, in SMU.HAHA

42. Who are you to yourself?
A guy who sometimes dunno when to draw the line, and always screws up even though he tries so hard to change and be a better person.

43. Do you forgive people easily?
Yes. Maybe too easily

44. Which girl is precious to you now?
The ones in my ASOC group.

45. Your dressing style?
LEPAK~

46. How different are you from other boys? (I changed the gender for rather obvious reasons)
I trust people I just meet way too easily, and seldom pick out people's flaws and despise them for it. Unless they piss the crap out of me.

47. The bad point in yourself?
I sometimes unintentionally do things that hurt others.

48. The last contact in your hp?
Zi Rong

49. Your favourite song?
Currently? Hello by Martin Solveig

50. The two hated contacts in your hp?
If I hate the person, his contact wouldn't be inside my phone.

51. Learn one language in 10 days?
Nah. 10 years of chinese and I still suck at it. Go figure.

52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
A girl from ASOC booth!

53. Who's your biggest enemy?
So far? The bell curve.

54. Which gang do you support?
CR gang!

55. What do you think of gangsters?
Bo liao.

56. Proper age to join gang?
Any age.

57. Do you have a blogspot?
Check the link for this site please.

58. Do you like people who smoke? No. I'm not a big fan of smoking or smokers.

59. What do you think about modelling?
I want! Maybe I should do another portfolio...

60. Given a chance, would you want to be a model?
YES X10000000000000000000000000!

61. Whose approval do you usually seek first?
Mine.

62. What do you wish to be in the future? 

A happily married man with a stable job, 2 kids, and a really nice apartment.

Is Love In The Air?

Vivace yesterday! Somehow, everyone felt tired after such an eventful day of performances and signing up of CCAs! I signed up for the DJ one, sound foundry and rock climbing! I think Eileen signed me up for wushu, but don't expect me to show up! X) The performances were impressive, although the Ardiente was, as Shu Ying said, like "karmasutra". Can't imagine her doing that kind of dance either. A lot of people signed up for EYE investment, and I would if I had money. It seems you need $15 to sign up, but all I had left in my account was $14. So yea... no EYE investment for me. Totally broke! Damn sad! And I can't remember if I'm suppose to pay for Stereomata! I hope they don't cancel my name because of that!

Had dinner with Sin Ren, Shu Ying and Sashti at the Popeyes at Cathay, and we started to talk about some... R-rated jokes that was not really good to talk in public! I have a feeling the couple sitting beside us could hear our dirty discussion! But it was so hilarious!

Stoned for 2 hours at Bugis Junction to kill time before jamming. Should've followed Shu Ying onto the bus -.- Jamming was rather good! Loved our Neon Trees - Animal! At least it was the proper song! :D I hate changing it to acoustic or something. But our Paramore - Ignorance was quite fail because our parts were all rather hard and we needed more time to practice. Cheney was kind enough to give us a lift! And once I get my Sound Foundry membership in SMU(I already paid the $5) we can jam there! Awesome ttm!

Today was study day. What more to say? Just study study study! The business law textbook is so... confusing! But what choice do I have? Just read.

STGCC tomorrow! Fortunately my parents gave me $200 to cover the textbooks I bought the past week, meaning I have money to spend at the convention! Woohoo! Can't wait! Wish my costume was completed though... I'd want to wear it there. Sigh...

Everyone seems to be chasing targets! And I'm not. Should I start chasing again? I'm still taking a break, you know? Ah well, maybe break time's over!

"What makes me any different from them?"

"Because there's something you have that they don't."
"And what might that be?"
"My heart."

I Wanna Be A DJ

Funny thing happened today. I went to class, which I kind of dreaded because this was the only module that I did not have anyone I know in it. And I thought I was to go to seminar room 2.1, which I did. And there I saw my year 2 friend, who was as stunned to see me there as I was with her. And I was quite sure I was in the right class, because one of the two girls in front of me had the course textbook with her. Turns out all 3 of us were in the wrong place! We were suppose to go classroom 2.1! But just like that, I made 2 friends out of the blue! And I must say, I met some funny and great people at the lesson! Great!

Helped Sin Ren do her Academic Writing homework while she camwhore with Shu Ying just now -.-

Lessons have been good so far! I wonder why everyone seems to have homework, while I don't seem to have any! I shall study on Saturday! Gonna be busy tomorrow with Vivace! CCAs I'm considering: Stereomata, rock climbing, sound foundry, photography, kendo... The first one is most important for me!!! Die die want to get in! And I plan to take two CCAs if I can, but I need to check for conflicting schedules!

Sunday is STGCC! So hyped!!!

Don't stop the party

Some Things Should Be Said

Well, two days of the new school term and I think I'm liking it so far! Maybe because I have my Asoc  group friends with me! Really, I think classes would suck if you didn't know anyone(like the LTB class I'm having tomorrow...). And all my professors are nice and/or funny so far! Wonder if the last two are good too!

I think I'm really not used to the school being this crowded, as I kind of settled into the peaceful and empty environment of the special term. To see so many students, foreign ones especially, is quite... new for me. But it's quite cool to see students from other countries coming to my school to study!

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The more I think about it, the more it truly pisses me off. You turn him down thrice. Thrice. Yet you play with him and lead him on for so many months. And he was either blinded by love or really loyal(I think it's the latter), but he stayed there throughout, always there for you, never asking for more than your acceptance. You used him, you used my friend, you f***ing bitch.

You say guys are not trustworthy, how they make use of girls, how you feared of giving your heart to a guy. I remember those words from when we first knew each other. You look for good guys, yet you don't deserve them. I heard everything from him, and before you say one word to deny what he says or say he's lying, I want you to know I know him long enough to know that he won't lie or twist words or take advantage of situations. Unlike some people. I'm, honestly, disgusted by you.

I always believe that girls should be treated well. Guys tend to treat them as an item for their lust, or some entertainment to enjoy before moving on to another girl. Guys never seem to take a girl's feelings into consideration, and treat them like dirt. I hate guys like that. Like, really. I don't like how guys mistreat girls.

But it is girls like you who don't deserve such kindness. You abuse the kindness of a guy, and when things turn sour, you try to turn even his loved ones on him. I hate this kind of behavior -> I hate this kind of people -> I hate you. Really, I've got no more respect for you, and the only words I can use to describe you are just too vulgar for me to blog. I hope you'll somehow survive your life, being the person you are. If you haven't noticed, I've blocked you from Facebook.

Maybe I'm just guilty for ever letting him meet you. I thought that two good people could probably find some connection. I made him go through months of hell and emo-ing for you, and for what? For you to constantly rub another boyfriend in his face? For you to lead him on, and reject him every time? For you to enjoy him coming back to you, no matter how much you "push" him away? I'm angry at myself for ever putting him in such a situation, but I'm more furious at you for mistreating my friend.

I don't know what you take him for. He has feelings, and maybe you're being selfish. Or you maybe know, but are more cunning than we know. Manipulative is a better word. You want to play around, but keeping him close until you find a guy with money. Honestly, when I compare the guys you get together with and my friend, I don't see how they can be better people at heart than him. So why them? My guess? Money. Bet you can't give me a more justifiable reason. Even if you can, then why keep him in your palm for so long? You like seeing guys being hurt?

I'd scold and swear a few other things at you, but that would be more of personal attack than giving reasons for my argument. Honestly, I'm damn tempted to to just say those mean stuff at you. Don't expect me to even say hi if I ever see you in the streets again.

I thought he may not have been good enough for you. Obviously, it is you who was not good enough for him.

First Day

Well, yesterday was the first day of my official school life, since I've already done special term. I had Business Law (Bizlaw for short) yesterday, and it's quite ridiculous for me to wake up so early just for one lesson in school. And I hate the journey to school! The MRT train is so packed, and people still insist on squeezing in. Really gets on my nerves sometimes. One day I'll just give up at take taxi to school on Mondays for this semester.

Bizlaw was alright, I guess. I saw a couple of familiar faces, I've Sin Ren in the same class as me, and the professor is funny! Unfortunately, there seems to be a lot of knowledgeable students in class, so I feel quite... stupid(?) in class. And Bizlaw is rather hard to digest, so I need some time to look through the day's stuff and try to understand better.

I'm not sure why but I suddenly felt really hungry in class yesterday. My stomach growled and it was so loud! Even Sin Ren can hear it! Went to the Oh My Fruits shop just downstairs and grabbed a ham & cheese sandwich! Delicious!

Went for lunch with Sin Ren then went to a group seminar room to study a bit, since she had another lesson at 3.30pm and I felt bad if I were to pang seh her and go home. And I spoiled my laptop charging cable when I unknowingly had my chair rest on the wire, which was on the floor. But looks like it still can be used! Just need to tape it up!

Maybe the school internet was less tapped on during the special term. Because yesterday the internet was acting rather screwy. Half the time I'm trying to get a connection, and even when I did my pages had problem loading! Probably because there are so many students tapping the school's internet. I'll bring my mobile broadband just in case!

At least I only need to wake up so early on Mondays. All my lessons for every other day starts at 12 noon! And Fridays no school! :D

It now looks like I'm the bad guy.

And So It Begins...

...school, that is. Tomorrow is the start of my first year in university! From year 0 to a year 1 student! I guess I'm too used to the crammed courses in special term, so I'm expecting the courses to shift into full throttle within the first week. I hope I get a shock and realize that mods in the usual term is at a slower pace!

A lot of my friends are already mugging, but I guess they've got the SMUgger thing in them. Either that or kiasu-ism. I heard that my batch of students overbid on the mods, which kind of indicates that for my batch, there are a lot of really hardcore muggers. The bell curve is now the least of my worries; the biggest problem is being surrounded by crazy geeks!

I also need to mentally prepare myself for a crowded school. During my special term, the school was relatively empty and peaceful, but from what I've been hearing, all hell breaks loose during the school terms. The library will no longer be the best place to study :(

Totally not prepared for tomorrow's lesson, but at least I'll see a familiar face there! :)

Caught up with some anime I've been watching but halted due to camps and friends. Sket Dance is as random and funny as usual, and Usagi Drop is one that I want to see to the end. I'm waiting for Persona 4 anime to come out!

Dragon Age 2 just keeps getting better! Unfortunately, I get really pissed when the big spiders fall down from the ceiling. They always scare me. Disgusting freaks. And what's worse is the big boss spider drops down on my team... yucks.

I tried The Witcher, and I honestly do not like the combat. All I need is to left-click my mouse to kill the enemy. Maybe it is because the game is quite old, and they grew wiser for Witcher 2. But I don't plan to really play that game.

STGCC is this weekend! I can't wait!!!

I wonder what CCA I should join. I feel like joining photography, or rock climbing, or fencing, or the band one. Maybe the lifeguard one. Damn! What should I choose?!

Went to download a lot of new clubbing songs, and nearly changed my entire blog design. Unfortunately, the picture I wanted to use as background was too big in terms of size, so I decided to forget about it. But I added the songs to my Mixpod on the blog!

BBQ, Chats, Suit Up!

I'll start with my recount of Thursday before I talk about yesterday's convocation! Thursday was iConserve BBQ!But before that my group Popeyes decided to meet up to go cycling first. Stupad woke up late; no surprise there. So I ended up being at East Coast Park on time, and had to kill time before the rest arrived. Stupad still can ask me buy for her McValue lunch!

The girls rented bicycles while Jeff and I brought our own. I was using my sister's old road bike, and it's not very good. I think I'd prefer the rental bikes, honestly. We cycled quite far down, until some joker did some failed stunt at this steep uphill path. So we took a break, snap some shots, then headed back to Lagoon food center for drinks. We saw that Mediacorp guy! Julian something... he was walking his 3 dogs! I was starting to feel the aching on my butt and my legs had the feeling of going to cramp on the cycle back to the BBQ pit, but fortunately I made it that far.

The BBQ was smaller than I expected, people-wise. But it was still fun nonetheless! And hearing about the ghostly encounters from one of the camp's fright night... scary but interesting! XD My group went to Subway to play cards and eat cookies after the BBQ, and I had to cycle home from there... at least it beats taking the bus down and walking!

Friday started with me selling my management science textbook, before meeting Eric and Ying Hao for...snacking? Eric had lunch while we two had snacks at KFC. Anyway, we shared stories and Eric's one is so shocking! Every time I think of that thing he said my jaw still drops!

Convocation! Had to buy white shirt and black pants just for it! But after yesterday, I think it's totally worth attending convocation! Not because convocation was awesome(it was OK only), but because of my FTB group! Seriously, Charmander brings out the crazy side of me.  I went to buy the birthday cake for Jeremy and Rachel, which was meant to be a surprise. But Yong Kit accidentally blurted it out to Jeremy over the phone! LOL

Jeremy and I spent convocation "initiating" the clapping at times, and tried to do wolf whistles and stuff. Our group escaped during toilet break to grab a bite! Which was good, because then we skipped two talks. And I think I group is really damn camwhore-ish! We can take photos even in the lift at the MRT station!

We went to Bras Basah McDonalds' after the convocation, which was my idea. I chose that place because I expected it to be relatively empty as compared to the outlets at Raffles City and Suntec City. However, there were a lot of students studying there, which is quite irritating. I mean, I want to go there to eat, but you students selfishly just study there without even buying anything to eat. So we bought our food and went back to school to eat at a group seminar room!

The birthday cake had so many candles! 3 big and 12 small ones! Plus, we got a slice of cake smashed to Jeremy's face! I think all this face-smash thing is going to be a trend in the group! Overall, it was definitely a fun time last night!

Oh and I hate wearing that smart casual outfit. Or at least, the pants. So baggy! People will probably think I've fat, meaty legs or something. Give me a pair of jeans any day!

Now, to prepare for school! Bummer...

And I'm so sick of Dragon Age 2 having me fight those huge spiders. I. HATE. IT. Suddenly this BIG spider drops from the ceiling to engage my team. Scared the shit out of me.

We are young, we run green,
Keep our teeth, nice and clean,
See our friends, see the sights, feel alright

~ Supergrass - We Are Young


PS. Convocation photos courtesy of Wei Jia!!!

Hottest Chick In Town

Emma Frost. Any time. It doesn't get any hotter than this.

Picture by J. Scott Campbell, who draws really sexy characters.

Dragon Age II

I spent almost the entire day engrossed with this game, which I took from Deren the night before. And boy do I love this game! Dragon Age 2 is a Role-Playing game(RPG) that reminds me of those online games like Cabal Online and World of Warcraft, but this game is offline/single-player.

The storyline is pretty nice, but it takes a while to get the idea of what is going on in the game since it is a follow up to the first Dragon Age game. There will be a lot of new terms and races that makes new players like me feel lost, but you should understand everything more or less as you play on.

The gameplay, I feel, resembles that of WoW. Your team of 4 will fight random swarms of enemies, and you have your number keys on your keyboard denoting abilities you can wield and use. The enemies are not so simple that you can just spam the attack button on them. You need to position your team for minimum damage taken and maximum efficiency. Too many times have I got my team slaughtered due to no planning. The gameplay is not hard to pick up, but it will take a bit of time to get use to carrying out your strategies in the middle of fights. It kind of reminds me of the game Brother In Arms, where you will pause halfway to plan your strategy.

Another big reason why I love this game is character customization. This game allows you to customize your character's gender, looks, and class(mage,warrior,rogue). I nearly chose the warrior class, because I felt lazy to cast spells. A warrior is all about high health and high damage. But then I didn't want my character running around in some huge armor, so I decided to play as rogue class.

One good thing about this RPG is the interactions you make with the other characters in-game. What you say will affect your relationship with your teammates, or may even determine the future plots further down in the game. I've only started today, so I wouldn't know much. I like the "freedom of speech" where you don't just keep pressing one button and see this fixed conversation go on. The conversations are rather interesting and you tend to learn what's going on in the world there through these chats.

You can choose to change the difficulty while in-game if you think that the enemies are too hard. I did change my difficulty once from "normal" to "casual", because at that time I did not realize the importance of tactics and simply sent my team to it's death.

Customizing the skills that your character learns is rather diversified too. There is no specific skills you must learn, no fixed order to learn them, nothing. It's your character, it's your say.

There are a lot of quests to do, that are secondary or sub plots. Really helps to make sure the game doesn't get completed too fast.

The graphics are rather good. Not fantastic, but good. The environments are rather detailed...well, the natural environment doesn't have much detailing to do, right? But the town itself is just remarkable.I've no complaints in that department.

And yes, there is blood. And sex. Well, the latter if you can develop romance between your character and that other character. That's what I've heard. I've not actually done any flirting yet to other characters.

If there was anything I would complain about, is the fact that there are spiders as enemies. I really, really hate spiders, and the ones in the game are so realistic looking I try not to look at the screen when I engage those critters. Another thing is potions. You usually can afford to buy a whole load of potions before you head out on missions in other games, but in here, you have to use your potions wisely. Or, get a healer.

So this is how I feel of the game after playing it for one whole day. And I doubt I'm even halfway through game completion. I like how you have the freedom to do things your way, and where the storyline is not fixed but rather fluid and dependent on the choices you make and the things you say. You can even customize the little thumbnail size portrait of your character which appears at the side of your screen. This game is definitely a good way to kill time!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Well, today is National Day and Singapore is 46 years old! Happy birthday Singapore! I'm quite glad I'm Singaporean. The government is not corrupted, the education system is somewhat good, and it's a good country to be in. Of course, there are things to complain about like the price of cars and the fate of taxpayers' money. But overall, Singapore is a rather good country to be in!

Going for family lunch then meeting my friends for the evening! Life's a busy schedule that I plan to enjoy before school starts! :D

Ice-cream Frenzy!

Went to SMU gym for the first time yesterday! And the gym is quite huge! So many treadmills to run on. And the people there have such fit bodies that it's intimidating!haha Now my arms are aching from all the training! Well, at least the shower has warm water!... until some guy went to use the first cubicle and my hot water was gone...

Had dinner with my FTB group after that! First we met at Vivo City, where everyone was late except me! Then we take away food and walked all the way to Keppel Bay for it's "magical grass", which was basically the fake grass! I think the place is a rather nice romantic spot, despite it's rather secluded location. And the condominiums there look so nice! Probably costs a bomb! We had a good time chatting under the night sky, stirring shit, asking which was the most memorable camps, asking how I turned from ember to green, and listening about stories from other camps!

We went back to Vivo City to get ice-cream at a supermarket. And from this day on I shall never buy those cheap tubs. Ben and Jeremy were "testing" the ice cream by opening the tubs and putting their thumbs in to see if the ice cream is melted! Damn hilarious! Oh and Ben showed me this video he took in can't-remember-which-country of a rat the size of a cat! I bought a pack of Tim Tams to share too!

We sat at the open area of Vivo City, and there were quite a few groups of teenagers like us hanging out there. But while most of them were having HTHT time, we were playing the MRT game! We were so loud from all the whacking, and some people were looking at us, but we didn't care! It was just too fun! My right thigh now has some small blue-black spots! After our game, we realized that we had too much ice cream left, and they were all melted. So we decided to play the game where you say a multiple of 5 and everyone shows a number(0 or 5). Can't recall the name of this game. So if you guess correctly, you get to feed a scoop of the melted ice cream to the person, and in the scoop includes one Tim Tam! It started with a scoop, then it escalated to spamming scoops of ice cream, then my face got dunked into the tub of ice cream, then we poured the tub into Xiang Rui's mouth(which he choked and I got some on my hoodie XD), then Jeremy poured the whole tub on Ben's face(I meant everything in the tub into his mouth when I said "everything", not pour the ice cream onto all over his face! Really epic moment!), and Jeremy was sporting and told Ben he'd let him pour into his mouth. Ben simply overturned the tub onto his face! LMAO!

Saw the two jokers lying at the water later rinsing off the ice cream. So for those parents to who bring their kids to swim up there today despite the rather obvious saying "No Swimming", I hope your kids like Neapolitan flavored ice cream! There was this awesome moment where Jeremy was lying backwards with his head dipped in the water, and Ben was not supporting his body. So when Jeremy tried to get back up, he ended up losing his balance and flipping backwards into the water! I don't know how he manage to get out of the water so fast though. Really in a blink of an eye!

Seriously, my FTB is just wild and fun! I love my Asoc group, but we are not as wild as my FTB group. We Charmanders seriously do a lot of stupid stuff! But who knows? My Asoc group are most definitely clubbing tomorrow night, so maybe we'll have some wild side too!

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

~ All Time Low - Break A Little Heart

Stone Days

Well, today I spent another day stoning at home, either in front of my computer, or on my bed, or both. This is like... the third post I'm blogging for the day?haha

My sister said she dreamt that I died, so as kind of a precaution I decided to stay at home the whole day. Not that I'm complaining about that. One week left to laze around before school starts! Plus, I'm going to be quite busy this week!

Mon-Gym, Dinner with Charmander group
Tues-Family outing, Dinner with CR gang(can't believe I'm calling us that)
Wed-Cubbing(?)
Fri-Convocation(?), Clubbing(?)
Sat-Jamming(?)

Maybe I'll slot in a squash-playing session in my schedule. It's been some time since I did any sport or exercise!

I suddenly feel like watching Disturbia again! Love that movie!

I think I should start styling my hair, to try to undo the damage I've done from my recent haircut...

Please let me recover by tomorrow! Shall sleep earlier tonight! Slept at 3 plus this morning =.=

Just watched another episode of Tiger&Bunny, and I'm liking how the plot thickens!

Sometimes...

... feels like a #@$ing waste of my time and patience.

The Triangle And Other Stuff

Kids, this is the story of my first triangle. In the year 2011, your dad found himself in a love triangle for the first time in his life. Okay, maybe "love" wasn't the right word. It was more of "like". Anyway, your dad met this girl in a community service project called iConserve, and we shall call her Rachel.


Now, your dad is not the kind of guy who disrupt a relationship in the making, but at that point of time Rachel said that she and a guy called Gordon were not together. So I guessed it was alright to make a move. I never saw it coming, or maybe I did but chose to ignore it, but then came the triangle.


She said that she didn't really feel anything for the guy, so I thought it was okay. However, during the entire time she was messaging both me and him, although that does not actually bother me. People can choose who they want to talk to. Then came the 5-day iConserve camp, where your dad did his best to show his worth. And it seems that I was doing quite well, but some gossip totally shot down all most of my chances.


In that whole time, I got to learn what it feels like to be competing for a girl, I had people talk bad about me behind my back, I felt what it was like to get your... "stuff" stirred... "stuff". I said "stuff". It has been a long time since I've ever try to get a girl, and despite the failure, it was a fun journey. Kids, I've a lesson for you: Don't give up trying, and be a winner of your own defeat. Actually, that counts as two lessons. But anyway...


So at the end of the day Rachel chooses Gordon, and your dad is free to move on with his life. But I didn't get depressed or lost from all that, because that would simply be a waste of time. And I'm the kind who hates people or hold grudges over such trivial matters. Your dad decided to just continue with his life, and spend the newly free time on his friends and other things like music and studies.


And that was when I met your mother.

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Haha cool right? I told myself I wanted to write down this entire story, but when I finally sat down to start on it, I realized that I was not sure what to type about, or how I would go about doing it. And I felt that I did not need to explain so much, as long as all the details were still with me. I'd just put the general details (*salutes*"General Details") in and leave the rest in my memory!

Went for haircut yesterday, and I totally regret asking the person to cut away the back of my hair. Now girls will think I look like a girl even more! :(

Oh and I edited this photo I took of my Astonishing X-men line-up, and I'm totally loving it! Bet you can't really tell that those are all actually toys!haha

PS. The part where "that was when I met your mother" is just for fun. No need to get excited, people.

Horrible Bosses & Awesome Times

Met with my iConserve group for lunch today! I thought we were supposed to eat at Kopitiam but somebody felt like eating Aston's... And that place had quite a queue! Not sure why, but I decided to eat the double up chicken! Felt really full after that. haha We were suppose to go karaoke but the same somebody went to say Kbox not worth going since it was past 2pm. Not sure what that really means, but we ended up going to St. Games at Cathay, and it was a total waste of money to me -.- $12 for Rock Band III! What the... Then the same somebody suggested going to Settlers which was at SMU to play game, but the place was closed. So we ended up going back to Cathay to watch Horrible Bosses. And honestly I had no idea what the movie was about. I was never planning to spend money to watch that movie. I'm honestly glad I did though! It was a really hilarious movie, and it is waaaaaay better than Captain America!

Monday was stoning, Tuesday was movie and... stuff. I'll write one post just for this! Stay tuned! haha

Wednesday was bidding! Well, I went for career talk with Shu Ying in the morning, although I'm not sure why I agreed to go school at 8.30am =.= My talk was in the afternoon. Ah well, not that it sucked or anything.haha Went to meet the rest of Thor group to do bidding! Basically, everyone's panicking of what mods to bid, which professor to bid for, and how much to bid. Obviously I'm too relaxed about bidding. All I did was go there, see what mods my friends are doing, and if my timetable permits, I bid with them! I'm quite worried at how lightly I'm taking this bidding thing, but my bids were fine! Got all the mods I bidded for, and my timetable looks alright! And Wei Jie says that my timetable looks slack! Double-like! (Y) We all had lunch at some ramen place at Raffles City before I headed home.

Went Timbre last night with the Thor group! We went to the one near SMU, and it is really near my school! We spammed pizzas, but I felt that the one at Clarke Quay was better in terms of food quality, ambiance, the place itself... we went to McDonalds' at Bras Basah to chillax for a while before going home!

I suddenly feel like I'm getting fever...my sickness was recovering so well the past 2 days! Why!!!

FTB, Mods & Other Stuff

I realize that I forgot to blog about my Freshmen Team Building (FTB) camp, so I thought I'd do a quick summary of it.

I was late on the first day, but it was not so bad because all I missed was some really boring lectures. Meeting time was 9am; I woke up at 9am. Can't blame me, because I ended Asoc camp the day before. I was kind of running on adrenaline that day, since I didn't have enough sleep.

I realized that I did not bring any old shoes for the dirty games, and got really worried. I couldn't use my running shoes to play the dirty games, so I had to use my booties. But from what I heard, the dirty games were so dirty you had to throw the shoes away. Oh how I was wrong. The dirty games were not very dirty at all!haha The dirtiest I got was ketchup on my neck!

The entire camp was fun as a whole, and I met a lot of great people there! There was a lot of nonsense too, like me shouting -something- so loud at 2am that kena complain. The food was way better than Asoc camp food, yet I probably would prefer Asoc camp because the latter is held in school, and we get to sleep in air-conditioned rooms! And I could use my laptop in Asoc camp.

The night where the bands played followed by the clubbing music was just awesome! My groupmates were so surprised as to how high I was! I was quite surprised myself! Kind of miss the clubbing days...hahaha

At least FTB left a mark on me...on my left thigh. Spelling out "Mountbatten" MRT station is no joke...
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Met CR for lunch today, and I played around with my bass for a bit at his place. Kept playing the "Are You Gonna Be My Girl?" song.LOL

Went to Vivo City to...recce and stuff. What a big mall! And so many shops! Went to buy a new PSP battery, since my allowance came in today. $58, but it's worth it I guess.haha My old one only lasts for half an hour, and the guy at the shop was explaining that you can tell that the battery is a goner if you can spin it when placed on a flat surface. The battery is suppose to be flat on one side, but when it's reaching it's end it will kinda "bloat up" and hence the flat part will no longer be flat. Kinda miss playing with my PSP!

I just got my pre-assigned mods, and I'm quite sad that I got different professors from all my Thor group friends. Hopefully we can bid the remaining courses together or something :( And getting our mods is reminding me that university school life is going to start... I MISS CAMPS!

Looking forward to tomorrow! :)

Impressions

I didn't know how much people's impression of you can affect those around you. And it's worse when the impression they have is not only negative, but false(from my perspective). I'm not saying that they are liars, because I doubt people would bother making up nonsense for fun. Their impression of me must have stemmed from something I did, that they may have looked at in a wrong/different perspective, and it snowballed into a rather inaccurate bad impression. I know I'm not a perfect person; I have my flaws. But what I hear doesn't seem to match my character, honestly. Even I am pretty shocked myself.

I'm not mad at people for getting such impression of me, because everyone's entitled to their own opinions and judgement. If anything, I simply want to ask and know what I did that led them to such an impression of me. That way, I can correct myself and be a better person. Because that's what I've been trying to do all these years: to be a better person.

I've never been a very good and innocent kid. I had have my flaws. Things like selfishness, tantrum, greed, disrespect... I shamefully admit that I had all that when I was younger. I'm not sure why I didn't know that such characteristics were bad and wrong, but I learnt about them the hard way and have since then tried to change myself for the better. In a way, when I look back at my young self, I see a spoiled brat that I'd definitely dislike to be around with. But if I could, I'd want to teach him the right values in life.

To end this post off, I want to say that I'm glad we got to talk! I hope you're less confused, because I know I'm definitely less confused myself! Hope you feel a bit better now! :)

On a random note, I hate the smell of nail polish remover! Shall never let people paint my nails again!haha

"You're like kryptonite,
just that instead of killing me,
you do the opposite."