Despite the fact that I'm single and not accomplished anything I dreamt of accomplishing, I must say, it was a good 20 years. I look back, see myself change, my world change, my future forming... I learned about trust, love, pain, joy, guilt, friends, enemies, family... I come a long way from being the toddler my parents showered so much love and care for... I come a long way from the small kid who took the world for granted... I come a long way from the teenage boy who thought he knew everything there was to know in life... I come a long way from the child who felt so negative about everything... I've reached a checkpoint in life.
So, instead of feeling old or feel sad that I'm still single, I'm going to make my next 20 years better than before! I want to finally get my own place, drive a car, graduate from university, enter the working life, find my love and settle down. As we grow older our mindset change. I do not want any fancy cars or classy condominiums; all I want is to fall in love and start my own family:) Sure, people think it's weird to think about this at such an age, but that's my motivation to strive in life! Oh, and I need to donate blood!
20 is just a number. You can be 40 but feel 30. You can be 25 but act like a 15. Our age is just our gauge for how much have we done in life!
But... what I would really want this birthday... is for you to wish me. That's all :D
And how am I spending my birthday? Doing duty XD
Well I guess this is growing up :)
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