Aching All Over

Phew! Tired! Went to gym and rock climb again today, while still aching a bit from Tuesday's session! I'm gonna ache all over tomorrow!

Everyone's bitching about mid-terms, and it seems I'm not the only one who feels screwed! Woots!

I wore my Baby Milo T-shirt, the one with Mario and Luigi on it. Somebody wanted to pass me the attendance list in class and called me "Baby Milo"! LOL

Wanna DJ for the Raveyard event! It's an SMU halloween event! Gotta practice my DJ-ing skills!

I admit, there are times where I think about her. Smile my sadness away ;)

Helped a pretty girl today! Should have totally chat her up! Damn! haha

Facebook Timeline

Some of you may have already heard of it; I have. The new Facebook Timeline, which totally changes your Facebook profile page layout. Really super cool! What I like about it is the fact that it makes your profile feel more... personal. Plus, you can see your activities on Facebook as far back as when you first started using it! This is so awesome! And it means you can stalk people to way back too!

It's officially coming out early next month, but if you want it now just let me know and I'll send you the link! :D

A Rather Quick Update

Wanted to blog but I'm hooked on Facebook! Basically my friend showed me this cool thing that I could install onto Facebook, which is supposedly coming out in future. But it makes your profile look damn cool now! Here's some screenshots!

Mid-terms were murder. But, life goes on!

Downloaded the whole of Spider-man: The Animated Series, all 5 seasons! Used the school internet to torrent! :D

Looking forward to Anime Festival Asia 2011! And end of year's Bangkok trip! ^.^

New MixPod List!

Hey all, I've added new songs to my MixPod list on my blog! Here's a list of songs currently in my list! "Saturday" by Basshunter and below are all added only a few minutes ago! Enjoy!

Little Bad Girl by David Guetta
Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO
Shots by LMFAO
Last Friday Night by Katy Perry
You Make Me Feel by Cobra Starship
Top of the World by The Cataracs
Angel by Akon
Dirty Talk by Wynter Gordon
Wet by David Guetta & Snoop Dogg
Sucks To Be You by Clinton Sparks
Champagne Showers by LMFAO
Dirty Dancer by Enrique Iglesias Feat.Usher
Stereo Love by Edward Maya
Welcome To St. Tropez (DJ Antoine vs Mad Mark Radio Edit) by DJ Antoine vs Timat
Take Over Control by Afrojack
Don't Stop The Party by Black Eyed Peas
Don't Wanna Go Home by Jason Derulo
Hello by Martin Solveig
In The Dark(Remix) by Dev ft. Kayne West
Mr. Saxo Beat by Alexandra Stan
Dirty Houe Music by Guiletta
Glad You Came by The Wanted
International Love by Pitbull
Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5
Super Bass by Nicki Minaj
Boomerang by DJ Felli Fel
We No Speak Americano by Yolando Be Cool & DCUP
Saturday by Basshunter
One More Time by Daft Punk
One Night in Bangkok by Vinyl Shakerz
Satisfaction by Benny Benassi
I Like That by Static Revenger
Danza Kuduro by Fast Five
Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics
Party All Night by Sean Kingston
Bring The Noise (Pump-kin Remix) by Benny Benassi & Public Enemy
Superstar by David May
Bomba by Jessy Matador
Remedy by Little Boots
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by Daft Punk
Rolling In the Deep by Adele
California Dreaming by Benny Benassi

*Note: some of these are remixes, like Rolling In the Deep!

Be Strong

Poor Richie. In a way, he is kinda in the same scenario as me. But like I told him, there's always a girl out there who deserves how much effort you put in for her. That's what I feel. I find it ridiculous when a girl tells me, "You're a great guy" or "You're really nice and sweet" but end up saying she doesn't like me. Either you are a liar or you must really want a lousy boyfriend. Save those stupid lines for a sucker who'd believe that.

I mean, sure, I admit, I miss those moments. I miss her smile, I miss those beautiful eyes of hers which I can get lost in, that familiar nice smell of her hair, and that warm feeling when she reaches out and touches my hand. Really, I miss her. But hey! Wake up! Something went wrong along the way, and she probably lost interest in me. So I shall not put in so much effort. If she doesn't want to reply my SMSes, so be it. If she doesn't want to even see my face, so be it. I'm not some dog, always at the beck and call of some girl. At least respect me as a person. I believe that there's a girl who will appreciate all the things I do for her! :)

LTB quiz today! Totally didn't study for it, except for an hour before the lesson. Did the paper in 10mins, slept the rest of the time!

The graduation gig for my DJ workshop is cancelled! Damn sad :(

And what the fuck. You block me on Facebook just because he is my close friend? Bitch!

HAHAHAHA

Long since I blogged! 2 days? Okay, I'll do a quick one before I go to sleep!

Hmmm can't really remember what I did the past few days, so I'll just type whatever that comes to mind!

HIMYM season 7 is out! So happy! And two episodes! :)

Running low in cash :(

Biz Law mid-terms next Monday. So screwed!!! Bet I'll get lowest in class!

There was presentation today for Management Communications, and each student is suppose to present on the powerpoint slide they are assigned to. I only went to open mine to prepare half an hour before the lesson, so yea... procrastination FTW! haha Managed to smoke my way through!

Wanted to go toilet from the library, and got stopped by this lady. I thought she was a student, but she said "youngsters these days" so I assume she's old? Anyway, she approached me and said she was going to have bible studies in the evening. I thought I heard wrongly and asked her to repeat. I mean, what stranger will suddenly approach you and announce that he or she is going for bible studies? Super random! She repeated herself, and I confirmed that I did hear correctly. And, how am I suppose to reply to such a statement? Simple. "So?"

Then she asked if I could join in, asked if I believe in God and read the bible, saying youngsters these days have so much troubles... all with that crazy eyes gleaming in worship. I swear, my face was showing two different things: 1)I thought that this was seriously ridiculous and 2)I couldn't be bothered. So I was trying to look interested, yet I was grinning at how lame this was. I wonder what my resulting facial expression was. Anyway, I quickly shook her off because I really, really needed to take a dump. Talk about divine intervention.

Stupid 80-year-old man. I can come up with 20 replies to shoot you down. Like, "At least I'll still be around in 20 years".haha

DJ-ing was quite sad, because someone went to take the equipment, so we couldn't practice for our graduation performance. Speaking of which, I better let my friends know!haha

I still think of her, actually. The back of several girls remind me of her, and a small part of me feels sad. But I need to be strong and confident, never falter!

Recently went to catch up with Hanasaku Iroha, and I got to say, I'm enjoying it! And to fall in love... sigh! And Tiger&Bunny has ended! So sad! Waiting for season 2!

Gonna Stand Back Up

Watched Johnny English yesterday with Eric and YH! I nearly bought the small B&J ice cream, which costs $5, but Eric stopped me. I'm not sure why, but recently I've been craving ice cream and more food. Maybe because of heartache? haha

The movie was funny, definitely. To see Rowan Atkinson's character screw up so badly and in such an embarrassing manner is just hilarious! But they seem to run out of jokes in the second half, which is not too bad. The story was average, but I watch the movie for the humor, so I'm not really bothered by that. Definitely worth watching!

There was this one seat that was meant to be occupied at the end of the row when we went in. And I was wondering who would come watch a movie alone. As slim the chance may be, I hoped that it would be a girl. Just hope for fun. But of course, it's a guy. And I totally see why he has nobody to watch movie with.

That guy's elbow and legs were getting into my personal space. I had to rest my elbow on the armrest to make sure he doesn't come over. And he laughs out loud during the funny parts. Like, seriously LOL until I get irritated. He even talked to himself a couple of times. Kind of spoiled the movie for me a little.

Another reason why I did not totally enjoyed the movie was because she was on my mind. She did not reply my SMSes or answer my calls. So I thought I should apologize properly. Bought quite a bit of stuff to give. Unfortunately, she wasn't home last night, it seems, so I thought I could meet her today. Brought the stuff to school, and thankfully my friend has a locker to spare. But again, she never replied my SMS again, and my friend told me something:

"Don't bother... She hasn't done anything to deserve it."

That kind of woke me up a bit. She and I are suppose to be "just friends", and I'm going the extra mile for her. Yet, she isn't responsive. Literally. That made me realize that I should definitely not do so much for her. Not anytime soon. Only guys in a relationship should go so far for the girl. Heck, I'm not sure she even feels anything for me at all.

So I get back on my feet, enjoy the company of my friends, enjoy my hobbies and interests, and regardless of whether she wants to reply my messages, I'm going to get on with life. Because nobody is worth spending my time emo-ing and dwelling about. I've suffered long enough. It's time to think about myself a little. A little more me, a little less you. I'm my own man, I've a life ahead of me, I'm going to be a better person :)

Nap time! haha

Transformers War For Cybertron (PC) Review

I recently got into the game again when I bought the novel that was related to the game, and thought I'd give a review of it! Mine is the PC version, so I'm not sure how much the consoles version deviates. I only know that DLC packs are only available for console versions T.T No Shockwave for PC version...

Graphics-wise, this game impresses. The detailing is really good, be it the characters or the environment. The cinematics look so good, you actually wished that these were the movie rather than Micheal Bay's films. Don't get me wrong! His films are nice, but this game is definitely a good competitor. I love Soundwave the most, well, second to Optimus Prime. In fact he looks so cool, yet maintaining his G1 look, that I decided to purchase the toy! If you look closely at the back of Megatron and Optimus Prime (not sure about the others), you'll see their respective factions' logos on their backs, which shifts once in a while. That's pretty cool, if you ask me. My only issue is the lip sync of the cinematics. But, small issue.

The plot is not new to Transformers fans. Optimus Prime rises up as leader of the Autobots, while Megatron decides to reign over Cybertron. The story is really good and easy for people new to the Transformers world to digest, making it rather appealing. Another thing is that the story tries to bring in as many known characters as it can, from Optimus Prime to Skywarp and even the huge Omega Supreme! All it needs is a Unicron to make Transformers fans die in heaven.

Since I'm talking about characters, I'll go a bit further about this point. You can to play a wide range of characters, such as Bumblebee, Ratchet, Jetfire, Starscream, etc. I'm pretty sure Devastator was not in the game (sorry I played the game quite some time back), although that would be cool. He's the bad-ass gestalt that I want to use or battle with. For every character you can customize what two weapons to carry, and every character has their own buffs. Like a Transformer, you can transform. And I enjoyed using the aerial bots the most. Imagine running towards a cliff, jumping off it, and transforming into a jet before blasting off. Wicked.

Gameplay is quite okay. I wouldn't say it is fantastic. You have a melee attack which is actually quite pathetic. I'd rather keep my distance and blast the guy. It's not like the melee is very damaging. So why bother? And the enemy units get rather repetitive. They are either the small, easy-to-own kind, or the big irritating buggers that only serves to waste your time and health. Your AI allies are for decoration, honestly. They hardly do much damage, and enemies seldom focus their attention on your allies. It's frustrating to have Trypticon blasting at me all the way while my AI allies pathetically try to help me assault him. Or at least, I think they were shooting him. The only use I found for them was for me to melee them while stoning in the elevators, or generally anywhere.

Was there soundtracks in the game? Er.. not that I know of, so let's skip that.

I've not tried the multiplayer modes, but I plan to try them once I re-install this game! When I do, I'll update this review.

I'm not sure what else I should add about the game. But as a whole, this game pleases both hardcore Transformers fans and newcomers alike. Good story, awesome graphics, nice gameplay... go get the game if you haven't gotten it! Or borrow from a friend! Or download. Don't worry, I bought mine :)

Only Hear The Good Stuff

I honestly think my mom has reached that stage in life. 45-50? That's when women get reeeeeeally cranky and all. Now, some of you may see me as a jerk for talking about my mom like that, but I'm merely saying it as I see it.

I go to school to study. I stay in school after lessons to study. Because I know that I cannot study at home. But no, she insists that I'm going to school just to hang out. Firstly, I study. Secondly, I tend to study alone. Thirdly, just because I like a girl, doesn't mean I'm in school just because I'm hanging out with her. Please. I haven't met her for a whole week.

So go ahead. Unplug my computer. Throw my bag. Threaten to stop paying for my education. Smash my phone. Take away my house keys and expect me to come back 10pm every night.

I've learned how to tune her voice out.

Anyone got place I can crash? Gotta get out of here.

I know I seem really screwed up these days, but seriously, right now I've some family issues to settle. I'll blog again when Life gets better.

Haha. FML.

Feeling Bad

When I see the photos of her out with her friends last night(I wasn't stalking, FYI -.- It's called news feed), and seeing her nice smile in the photos, I realized what a jerk I am. My blog probably spoiled her mood last night, when she should be having fun with her friends.  Because of me, her night was ruined. She's only 19, she has friends, a life, and she should be happy. All I did was make her life so complicated for her, and if not for me she'd be a happier person right now. I feel so bad and selfish, to be affecting her life. All I want is to make her happy, to be there when she needs someone, to hear her problems, to share mine, to make sure nobody will break her heart ever again.

But all I did was make her sad. All I did was make her feel so complicated. I read her Facebook posts. I know. Gut instinct.

All I did was be the villain in the story :(

Whenever people ask me things like "How many pretty girls in your school?" or "Any hot girls in your class", the first thing that comes to mind is her. I'd always give them the answer, "There's only one." I honestly never really bothered to look around at the girls in SMU, no matter how pretty they are said to be. I just... don't feel like looking. I only want to look at her. Her flawless beauty... Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, readers, so zip it.haha

All I can say is: sorry for spoiling your day, and for screwing up :(

I don't blame her for being pissed. In fact, I pretty much hate myself for it right now.

I actually got half the mind to just remove this entire blog. All I do is hurt people and sabo myself.

FML, really. Don't need to sleep tonight.

Eh Eh

Guys, I typed wrongly. She did NOT play with my feelings. I typed it wrongly. So if anyone wants to judge her, you gotta go through me first.

And, I feel so fucked up right now for that typo :(

Bad Phrasing

I need to write down my thoughts properly. I FUCKING FAIL :(

A simple SMS from her makes me happy. How can I bear to just forget about her?

Yet, my spirits get shot down fast.

Talk to me. Because I've been trying to. So hard.

Don't Get It Wrong!

For those who read the post "Turning Up A Smile", which is 2 posts ago, please don't misunderstand! She didn't play with my feelings or anything. She simply decided that I'm not her kind of guy, it seems. It's just that I never met a girl as good as her, so I'm taking this pretty hard.

Saw her at school just now. And honestly, she didn't seem too happy to see me :( What did I do wrong?

Note: Update the Mixpod on my blog soon!haha