Sick

It sucks when you're sick. Nose blocked, ears blocked, fever, headache, sore throat... you just want to stay in bed and rot. And it felt weird walking home. The sounds from the surroundings sound so distant, and it is so hard to focus your eyes on something. As I walked I felt like I was wearing some high heels with soft soles, like I'm bouncing every step. I can barely speak, and all my replies are short and simple. I've no appetite to eat anything. Skipped my lunch and dinner.

Spent the whole day in bunk resting, listening to 98.7FM as I slept. I heard people keep popping their head into my bunk to see me sleeping away. The radio repeated songs again and again, and I heard Ryan Seacrest talking to Jennifer Love Hewitt.

Life's dull for the moment.

"You know, you still haven't taken me to dance."
"...I don't know what you're talking about."

Seriously Untitled

Nobody's blogging. Why?

I've not been blogging lately because I was rather busy. Now I'm sick :S And doctor don't let me go home. How do I recover when all the superiors make me run errands? Pffft.

Was reading an issue of Teenage in my friend's bunk, and there was this girl writing in about how she want to get back with her best friend even though the friend persuaded her to have sex with her(the friend) boyfriend's friend to make him "happy". WTH. Where is common sense when you need it? Worst part is that she agreed to do it -.- Lousy magazine btw.

Lunch with cousin this saturday! And will go collect my portfolio! Maybe shop a bit too! And jamming after that.

Blocked nose and ears, sore throat, headache, feverish :(




I come in peace.
You left me in pieces.

Mom's The Word

So tired, can't really blog. Nothing much to blog either.

What happened to you? It's like you just vanished from the surface of the planet :(

Sihua not coming back during June holidays? Which should I say: "OMG" or "WTF"? O.O

Why are taiwan girls so... perfect-looking? Damn... Of course, I still root for Singapore girls 100%!haha Because at least they can speak english. My chinese is ultimate cmi.haha

Tmr's Mom's birthday. Happy birthday! Hope you'll stay healthy and be with me all the way! Who else will be there to nag at me? :D I'd never be where I am now without you, and you saved me during a lot of blunders in my Life. You never take, you always give. All I wish, is for you to be self-centered a bit. Just a tiny bit. Take for once please :)

Eh... Why all the songs you guys request I nvr hear b4? If the songs are gonna make my bass pointless...

Maybe 3 IS the perfect number.



Sitting outside the door,
waiting for it to open,
in the heavy storm,
never moving.
I'm a pathetic dog,
ridiculously loyal.



With hope,
Comes love.

Jam It Up!

Jamming was awesome! We had both vocals, and we jammed 3 hours straight! Too bad Jokhie was not able to make it, or we would have full strength.

I've to admit, jamming 3 hours straight can be tiring. Especially for my left shoulder, which is taking the weight of my guitar. Also, my finger hurts from all the strumming. Think we'll be jamming at the studio frequently from now on! :D

I saw the videos we recorded, and I've to admit we were good! Really good as compared to our early videos! Wonder if we are good enough to perform for the alumni crap.

Mr Ernest Teo(isit spelt that way?) coming for next week's jamming O.O

Now heading down to meet the gang to watch how to train your dragon, before I book in. But gonna be late. And haven't had dinner! Crap crap crap!





You and me,
We'll make a record.

3rd Time Title Has "Bored" On It

Yep. Really bored. Miss my farking guitar.

Shall have a Justice League marathon! Watch all 5 seasons, since I bought them all. Love that cartoon, even now. It'll be one of those shows that, many years later, I'd still enjoy.

Sucker punch

I've this videotape casing, and I plan to make it into either a mini handphone holder or photo frame. If this was secondary school, and we were planning for Spirit of Enterprise, Miss Kwek would probably ask me to spam it because low cost + high potential profit -.-

I need a new hobby or something to kill time.

Rainy day. Not swimming anymore. Pffft

Up is such a great movie! So touching too. A must-see! Even though I watched it kind of late...haha!

"You know what, Bruce? You're not always right."

She's dressed up,
It's Friday night.
Sitting home, all alone,
Hoping he's alright.

Unnecessary Post

I'm so bored... nothing to do now. No guitar, means no practising. And nothing good on television. Maybe I'll watch some shows on my hard disk, or play L4D. Blow off some zombies' heads (literally) and crown a witch...

Despite all the failures, I can't help but to not give up. Admirable, or plain foolish?

You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

Ping Problem

I really really hate my lousy internet. It's so slow, like the lowest of the lowest. I tried to play Counter-Strike and I kept getting kicked out because my ping was too high...WTH. Fark all these cheapo things.

Feel like just staying home and watching videos today. Can't be bothered to go out for dinner. Don't even feel like doing anything!

Take me home

Wine, Mixes, Vomit

Last night shall be 2 separate stories. First is the dinner I had at raffles hotel, while the other is the horrible experience I had at Butter Factory.

My cousin's birthday was yesterday, and they decided to celebrate at Raffles Hotel. And it looked really really high-class! I don't understand why people pay so much for such fine-dining. It's not that fantastic to me.

What I never comprehend is why the plate is so big, but the food takes up so little space of the entire plate. Also, the dish is covered with so many bits of various vegetables, I don't know which are there for decoration and which is meant to be eaten.

Also, I'm not a steak fan. It's just meat that's harder to chew as compared to chicken and fish. So why bother struggling with steak?

And the wine was wierd. The smell was bitter, the taste was bitter. And all the thing about stirring and shaking the glass is so extra. Yes I know it does something to the wine but give me easy Pepsi any day :)

At 8.30pm I left the hotel to meet the guys for Butter Factory. I said goodbye to my relatives, and I think my aunt dao me =\ Anyway I thought I would be late. Turns out I reached Raffles Place MRT on time. And I got a shock when Jeff brought my camera. I was joking that afternoon when I said bring my camera!LOL

Problem with that area is that the only ATM around that area was at the MRT station itself. I was at Butter that I realised I forgot to draw money, and we had to go all the way back to Raffles Place MRT.

Butter girls lookes awesome!!! One problem though: a lot of them smoked. Maybe that's why they are SMOKING hot! Haha ...ok lame.

Rosh was kind of du lan that we could not get into Bump, because it was for 23yrs and above. But Bump was having R&B while Fash was having electro night.

Kind of wierd, because past 12 yet there were nobody dancing. The music was good though. Drinks were bloody expensive. Big hole in my pocket :(

When people are drunk they cannot think straight and will forget everything in the morning. Thing is, I drank too much mixes that my eyes were damn red, and I started having headache. I could not walk properly, even though I kept telling myself, "Focus focus don't let my drunkedness affect me." I fell asleep on the couch and when Jeff woke me up I felt even worse. And the music and lighting started making my head spin. I finally lost it and went to the toilet to puke. It was horrible. The vomit was so eager to come out that it even emerge from my nose. And my throat burned and my eyes teared. Told myself to flush the toilet but the button didn't work. Hope the auto-flush works. If not then sorry for messing the toilet :(

I went back in, but I did not feel any better. It was so bad I somehow managed to tell the guys I'd head home first. I was wasted for the first time in my Life last night. Jeff helped the pathetic me into a cab. I somehow managed to hold myself together during the cab ride and guide him to my place. When I first entered the first thing the driver did was ask me to take one of the many plastic bags standby for people like me. I took one because I felt wave 2 coming. Fortunately it did not, but I did ask the driver to off his radio, because it made me want to puke. I kept taking deep breaths and not swallow, in order to avoid tasting my vomit, and due to the fact that my throat hurt. I had a lot of phlegm and mucus though. Especially mucus. I wonder why. I was seriously leaking like a tap last night that I asked the taxi driver for tissue. Fortunately he was a kind guy. I apologized to him for having to have a passenger like me, but he said I was not that bad. He said at least I bothered to not dirty his cab.

When I got off the cab at my house bus stop, the inevitable second wave of vomit came. I puked in the dustbin so badly I was literally hugging the bin. My stomach ached so bad. It was seriously a screwed up feeling. Somehow I felt better, and made myself go back home without acting like some drunkard. Kept telling me to walk properly.

Oh i forgot to mention I wore my white shoes for the first time laat night! And jeff stepped on it within half hour -.- And everytime I puked I ensured my shoes did not get any vomit. Pretty sure I succeeded:)

Think the guys are dead in their homes right now. Hope my camera is safe!! They'll think I'm mad for being able to wake up at my usual time and still blog this post after my very wasted night! Haha

I'll never get myself wasted ever again. It's horrible. And my throat is still killing me!

So...jamming still at noon? Or are the guys too dead?haha

Wonder if you were there last night...

Its going down tonight
A thousand flashing lights
Were here to make a scene
Cause were living the dream

Need Sleep!!!

Squeeze me some time to take a snooze, because I'm a tired dog. Going Butter Factory tonight! But my 11B is not with me, so hopefully I can enter with my EZ-Link card =/ Hope I can still enter, or I'll spoil the night for the guys... Shall try to sleep in the car later.

Going for dinner at some place that sells steak. Don't know, don't care. Just show my face and meet the dudes for clubbing later! Don't feel hungry actually. And I do not plan to stuff myself too much or else I'll be rolling around the club tonight, and everyone will Evacuate The Dancefloor( by Cascada).

Well, I got no reply, so I went to gym with Jeff and Kenny instead. I was so tired that I did not gym at all. Really had no energy. And we had family feast! We'll have fish soup tomorrow Jeff! :D

Miss my guitar.

I became a fool of love for you,
You became the love of fools like me.

She won't ask,
Where he's been,
Just wants a kiss from his lips,
Cause she misses him

What The Phone...

I want to get a new phone.

I actually want to get another line, so that the damn army will stop calling my current number. Keep my current number for my own life, while the new number for all the army crap. And if I do set this plan in motion, I'll use my current phone for army stuff, and I want a new phone with radio, external memory but no camera to last me till I ORD. I am seriously sick of seeing the black and white screen with boring ringtones. I want my favourite songs to play when I get a call or sms. I want to be able to put wallpapers on my phone. I want a phone that can be of my style.

But no... Nokia and all the other phone companies think that nobody can live with a phone that lacks a camera. Why oh farking why?

Well, no reply. I assume it's a no-go. So I won't wait. I won't make history repeat. I won't have another "Butter incident" :(


Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go

A Walk Down Memory Lane

I was just laying around in my room and I picked up this old book in my cupboard, from a time when I was with my ex. This book, you see, was written by both of us. Every month, one of us would write something and pass it over to the other to read and keep for a month. So there I was, reading the past. Old memories and feelings resurfaced and I felt... sick. Not in a disgusted way, but rather the fact that the "young love" turned into a real nightmare. We were so young and innocent back then, fools of love, thinking we knew what love was. But it was  something I could learn from in life, and I'll make a mental note to thank her for letting me go through this experience the next time I see her. It's not a failure; it's a stepping stone to a future success.


Poor Joel! Followed me on bus 969 only to miss his stop and end up at Tampines! Tough luck man. Hope you didn't die on your journey back to Yishun!

Just like that, my Friday became... routine. All plans fail, and I'm back to the usual. Get me out of this cycle.


Butter tomorrow!


You stole my heart,
And left me a hole in my chest.

A Tiny Thought

If I simply told you that you looked pretty and I would really want to go out with you, would you?

I use your picture, because I like it ;)





You're the imaginery angel,
That I'll always see,
But never feel.

Snap

I've never scolded the trainees as bad as tonight. I was really damn pissed off, but hopefully I didn't go overboard. I had to get the message across to them. Shu Rong still seems angry that I punished him. I'll settle it tomorrow. And it's gonna be a hot night for me, because I lent my fan to the trainees. They would probably die tonight without a fan, so I try to ease their suffering.

They may see me in a bad way now, but at least I tried.

No reply. So will this be another "Butter incident"?

God must be taking my life as a joke.




Touch.
Warm the heart.
Make me feel not alone.

Bunk-ed Out!

Today we specialists finally moved bunk! It was tedious, with us having to move our huge lockers too! Ok the lockers were our own decision but still! The previous specs left the bunk in a pathetic state, and we had a lot of cleaning to do. But it was definitely worth it! Now the bunk is so nice and homely and nice to sleep :)

My insect bites will be the death of me. Pfffft.

Didn't study much this week. Did a bit, but was exhausted X_X




You rock my world.
Big time.

This Bites!

I've been raped by sandflies and mosquitoes. They bit me almost everywhere! Even when I wrapped my face twice with the so-called mosquito net. The damn insects managed to bite my lip, my nose, my forehead and cheek! And the buzzing sound kept coming at me, keeping me awake all the way. They somehow were able to bite my legs and arms too, even my fingers. In fact, my left elbow has a cluster of bites, until they sort of join together. It looked horrible. In the end I waited fr sunrise to go and sleep under the hot sun.

The weather is so hot! Plus I'm wearing double-layer. Finally it poured in the evening, ending the stupid outfield early! How fortunate!

Can't wait for the long weekend! Probably my last free Saturday before NDP rehearsals. Haha






Its going down tonight.
The ladies looking right
Dressed up with fancy shoes
Tight jeans and sweet perfume