DJ!!!

I wanna be a DJ! The workshop was great!

But she is even greater! :)

I'm really tired. Tomorrow is gonna be a dull day, kinda because of the lesson, but mostly because it's the only day I don't see her at all. I guess I'll rock climb tomorrow!

Just A Quick Post

Went for lunch and study with her today! Actually she studied mostly, while I was stoning. Because I didn't think that she'd be studying in school! Total change of plans! But it's ok :) Saw the CR gang, and they saw us. Well well! And she got to read my very old blog posts and see how I was last time! There was this post about me thinking of my neighbor that she read...oh shit! :P

Went to meet Thor group for dinner! It was quite hilarious and great to just sit around and chit chat! Felt like a while since we all talked! And we tried to help Richie with his letter! Hope all will work out well for that guy!

Apologies for this short post. Gotta sleep for school tomorrow!haha

So F***ing Pissed

Her iPhone is lost! Wish I could do something about it :(

I am so f***ing pissed off with my mom right now.

Sleepy Boy

Biz Law is so hard! Am I really cut out to be studying in university? It's time to really read those notes properly. But the professor keeps rushing through his stuff due to time constraint. Today is the second time he did that.

Went to meet her for lunch and studied until it was time for my LTB meeting! We went to do up our posters, and as much as I tried, I somehow felt super tired during the discussion! But I eventually felt more energized(could be due to my Coke?) and stopped feeling sleepy!

Now studying in the school library, and shall study until she's done with CCA! This time I'm ready for 3 hours of waiting! Long-sleeved T-shirt and jeans, my laptop, music... I'm ready!

Managed to conenct my iPod Touch to the school internet! Awesome! That means I can be surfing Facebook during my AS class! :D

I had a load of bad CCA news yesterday. First was the Sound Foundry audition. I applied for the 7pm slot, because I had the DJ 101 workshop from 7.30pm to 9.30pm on Wednesday, but they put me at 7.40pm. So I informed them of my situation, and they decided to put me at the 9.40pm slot. That is too late for me, so I decided to tell them forget it.

The second thing is the DJ workshop itself. I received a mail from someone attending the Wednesday slot too, saying that he/she and 3 other friends want to join the same day slot, and apaprently in our class of 4, there's 3 of them plus me. So he/she requested if I can change to another day's slot, so that their last friend can join. I remember seeing the timing for those other slots, and either they were clashing with my school schedule or is on Saturdays. I don't plan to go for CCA on Saturdays. So I decided to turn him/her down. Yet, I feel like a bastard for doing that. Am I in the wrong?

You snooze,
you lose.

Well I Guess This Is Growing Up

We communicate, we learn, we become better :)

Today, or yesterday actually, I learnt quite a bit!

Life's good the way it is right now! :) But...

SIAN BIZ LAW TMR. FML.

Good things last forever

:D

Happy :)

Please just don't let it be too good to be true!

The Start Of Stress

Okay, I know I'm a bit slow but only this week then do I start to feel the stress of school. I mean, statistics class was so... confusing. My mind was blank the entire lesson. Couldn't make head or tail of whatever he was saying @.@ Shall go read through everything again!

I realized SMU has a lot of good-looking girls! Sorry, I don't look at guys, so I don't know how are the guys here. But the girls... there was this girl at subway, and she's ang moh, but she looked really pretty! All of us thought so. Even a girl can think so too. That's how good she looked!

But then, there's this other girl who I think is better! She's in one of my classes, and yesterday I just decided to add her on FB. I mean, she just looks so nice! Like, seriously! Drop. Dead. Gorgeous. Looks like I cannot focus anymore in class! XD But I shall not say anymore, in case she somehow ends up checking out my blog.

Now waiting for the Stereomata info. session which is at 7pm, so I'm stoning in school for the time being. Oh crap I forgot that I need to go and buy the popcorn! Shall get it after blogging this post!

Do I dare?
Should I dare?

LOL

1. How old will you turn in 2010?
I turned 20 in 2010. Thanks for reminding me that I'm getting old.


2. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
 One. One and only one.

3. Would you date someone eight years older then you? 

If there's a connection, and she looks hot for her age, then yea.

4. When was the last time you laughed?
After dinner, when I made fun about those slutty women at the row of bars.

5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping. Like, what else?

6. What's your relationship with the person you last texted? 

Friend.

7. What did you do today?
Study.

8. Who do you really want to see now?
I don't know. Spider-man?

9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Hope not!

10. Who's your last missed call?
Sashti.

11. What's something you really want now?
Get a girlfriend!wahahaha

12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
I want to sleep a little more. I don't want to study!

13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
Yep. Definitely.

14. What is something you need to go shopping for?
Converse shoes. My trusty ones' dying :(

15. Do you want kids?
Of course!

16. Are you in love with anyone?
Nope. I haven't like anyone, how can there be love yet?

17. How's your heart lately?
Excited by the many pretty girls in school??

18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
iConserve camp.

19. Is your phone close to you?
On my right, just beside my mouse. Tilted clockwise by a bit, facing upwards.

20. What is bothering you right now?
Business Law.haha

21. What does your last received text message say?
That's why telling you to go on sat!

22. Where are you right now?
In my room!

23. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope. Forgot to play music.

24. Do you like country music?
So-so. Give me pop rock anyday.

25. Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
Yep.

26. How is your hair styled right now?
The best style: No style.
27. Do you like your first name? 
NO. But because my parents gave it to me, I'll cherish it.

28. Last thing you drank?
Water.

29.Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
Nope. I sleep in the car.

30.What did you do 15 mins ago?
Facebook! Change the time to any number and the answer is still the same!hahaha

31. Do you think you are a good person? Not good enough.

32. The first contact in your hp?
Aaa. Which is my number.

33. The sweetest person in your life?
I dunno. Me??

34. The closest male to you now? First name to come to mind? CR.

35. The person you are chatting with now?
Nobody actually. I was chatting to a few people just now, but not now.

36. The languages you are able to speak?
English, a bit of Japanese, swear words in malay and some dialect.

37. The last person whom you screwed?
I'm a good boy :)

38. One word about your life now?
Happening.

39. Where do you wish to work?
A toy store.

40. What are you specially good at?
Talking cock!

41. Would you date someone younger than you?
I'm a guy, so sure. And it's not like I have much choice, in SMU.HAHA

42. Who are you to yourself?
A guy who sometimes dunno when to draw the line, and always screws up even though he tries so hard to change and be a better person.

43. Do you forgive people easily?
Yes. Maybe too easily

44. Which girl is precious to you now?
The ones in my ASOC group.

45. Your dressing style?
LEPAK~

46. How different are you from other boys? (I changed the gender for rather obvious reasons)
I trust people I just meet way too easily, and seldom pick out people's flaws and despise them for it. Unless they piss the crap out of me.

47. The bad point in yourself?
I sometimes unintentionally do things that hurt others.

48. The last contact in your hp?
Zi Rong

49. Your favourite song?
Currently? Hello by Martin Solveig

50. The two hated contacts in your hp?
If I hate the person, his contact wouldn't be inside my phone.

51. Learn one language in 10 days?
Nah. 10 years of chinese and I still suck at it. Go figure.

52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
A girl from ASOC booth!

53. Who's your biggest enemy?
So far? The bell curve.

54. Which gang do you support?
CR gang!

55. What do you think of gangsters?
Bo liao.

56. Proper age to join gang?
Any age.

57. Do you have a blogspot?
Check the link for this site please.

58. Do you like people who smoke? No. I'm not a big fan of smoking or smokers.

59. What do you think about modelling?
I want! Maybe I should do another portfolio...

60. Given a chance, would you want to be a model?
YES X10000000000000000000000000!

61. Whose approval do you usually seek first?
Mine.

62. What do you wish to be in the future? 

A happily married man with a stable job, 2 kids, and a really nice apartment.

Is Love In The Air?

Vivace yesterday! Somehow, everyone felt tired after such an eventful day of performances and signing up of CCAs! I signed up for the DJ one, sound foundry and rock climbing! I think Eileen signed me up for wushu, but don't expect me to show up! X) The performances were impressive, although the Ardiente was, as Shu Ying said, like "karmasutra". Can't imagine her doing that kind of dance either. A lot of people signed up for EYE investment, and I would if I had money. It seems you need $15 to sign up, but all I had left in my account was $14. So yea... no EYE investment for me. Totally broke! Damn sad! And I can't remember if I'm suppose to pay for Stereomata! I hope they don't cancel my name because of that!

Had dinner with Sin Ren, Shu Ying and Sashti at the Popeyes at Cathay, and we started to talk about some... R-rated jokes that was not really good to talk in public! I have a feeling the couple sitting beside us could hear our dirty discussion! But it was so hilarious!

Stoned for 2 hours at Bugis Junction to kill time before jamming. Should've followed Shu Ying onto the bus -.- Jamming was rather good! Loved our Neon Trees - Animal! At least it was the proper song! :D I hate changing it to acoustic or something. But our Paramore - Ignorance was quite fail because our parts were all rather hard and we needed more time to practice. Cheney was kind enough to give us a lift! And once I get my Sound Foundry membership in SMU(I already paid the $5) we can jam there! Awesome ttm!

Today was study day. What more to say? Just study study study! The business law textbook is so... confusing! But what choice do I have? Just read.

STGCC tomorrow! Fortunately my parents gave me $200 to cover the textbooks I bought the past week, meaning I have money to spend at the convention! Woohoo! Can't wait! Wish my costume was completed though... I'd want to wear it there. Sigh...

Everyone seems to be chasing targets! And I'm not. Should I start chasing again? I'm still taking a break, you know? Ah well, maybe break time's over!

"What makes me any different from them?"

"Because there's something you have that they don't."
"And what might that be?"
"My heart."

I Wanna Be A DJ

Funny thing happened today. I went to class, which I kind of dreaded because this was the only module that I did not have anyone I know in it. And I thought I was to go to seminar room 2.1, which I did. And there I saw my year 2 friend, who was as stunned to see me there as I was with her. And I was quite sure I was in the right class, because one of the two girls in front of me had the course textbook with her. Turns out all 3 of us were in the wrong place! We were suppose to go classroom 2.1! But just like that, I made 2 friends out of the blue! And I must say, I met some funny and great people at the lesson! Great!

Helped Sin Ren do her Academic Writing homework while she camwhore with Shu Ying just now -.-

Lessons have been good so far! I wonder why everyone seems to have homework, while I don't seem to have any! I shall study on Saturday! Gonna be busy tomorrow with Vivace! CCAs I'm considering: Stereomata, rock climbing, sound foundry, photography, kendo... The first one is most important for me!!! Die die want to get in! And I plan to take two CCAs if I can, but I need to check for conflicting schedules!

Sunday is STGCC! So hyped!!!

Don't stop the party

Some Things Should Be Said

Well, two days of the new school term and I think I'm liking it so far! Maybe because I have my Asoc  group friends with me! Really, I think classes would suck if you didn't know anyone(like the LTB class I'm having tomorrow...). And all my professors are nice and/or funny so far! Wonder if the last two are good too!

I think I'm really not used to the school being this crowded, as I kind of settled into the peaceful and empty environment of the special term. To see so many students, foreign ones especially, is quite... new for me. But it's quite cool to see students from other countries coming to my school to study!

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The more I think about it, the more it truly pisses me off. You turn him down thrice. Thrice. Yet you play with him and lead him on for so many months. And he was either blinded by love or really loyal(I think it's the latter), but he stayed there throughout, always there for you, never asking for more than your acceptance. You used him, you used my friend, you f***ing bitch.

You say guys are not trustworthy, how they make use of girls, how you feared of giving your heart to a guy. I remember those words from when we first knew each other. You look for good guys, yet you don't deserve them. I heard everything from him, and before you say one word to deny what he says or say he's lying, I want you to know I know him long enough to know that he won't lie or twist words or take advantage of situations. Unlike some people. I'm, honestly, disgusted by you.

I always believe that girls should be treated well. Guys tend to treat them as an item for their lust, or some entertainment to enjoy before moving on to another girl. Guys never seem to take a girl's feelings into consideration, and treat them like dirt. I hate guys like that. Like, really. I don't like how guys mistreat girls.

But it is girls like you who don't deserve such kindness. You abuse the kindness of a guy, and when things turn sour, you try to turn even his loved ones on him. I hate this kind of behavior -> I hate this kind of people -> I hate you. Really, I've got no more respect for you, and the only words I can use to describe you are just too vulgar for me to blog. I hope you'll somehow survive your life, being the person you are. If you haven't noticed, I've blocked you from Facebook.

Maybe I'm just guilty for ever letting him meet you. I thought that two good people could probably find some connection. I made him go through months of hell and emo-ing for you, and for what? For you to constantly rub another boyfriend in his face? For you to lead him on, and reject him every time? For you to enjoy him coming back to you, no matter how much you "push" him away? I'm angry at myself for ever putting him in such a situation, but I'm more furious at you for mistreating my friend.

I don't know what you take him for. He has feelings, and maybe you're being selfish. Or you maybe know, but are more cunning than we know. Manipulative is a better word. You want to play around, but keeping him close until you find a guy with money. Honestly, when I compare the guys you get together with and my friend, I don't see how they can be better people at heart than him. So why them? My guess? Money. Bet you can't give me a more justifiable reason. Even if you can, then why keep him in your palm for so long? You like seeing guys being hurt?

I'd scold and swear a few other things at you, but that would be more of personal attack than giving reasons for my argument. Honestly, I'm damn tempted to to just say those mean stuff at you. Don't expect me to even say hi if I ever see you in the streets again.

I thought he may not have been good enough for you. Obviously, it is you who was not good enough for him.

First Day

Well, yesterday was the first day of my official school life, since I've already done special term. I had Business Law (Bizlaw for short) yesterday, and it's quite ridiculous for me to wake up so early just for one lesson in school. And I hate the journey to school! The MRT train is so packed, and people still insist on squeezing in. Really gets on my nerves sometimes. One day I'll just give up at take taxi to school on Mondays for this semester.

Bizlaw was alright, I guess. I saw a couple of familiar faces, I've Sin Ren in the same class as me, and the professor is funny! Unfortunately, there seems to be a lot of knowledgeable students in class, so I feel quite... stupid(?) in class. And Bizlaw is rather hard to digest, so I need some time to look through the day's stuff and try to understand better.

I'm not sure why but I suddenly felt really hungry in class yesterday. My stomach growled and it was so loud! Even Sin Ren can hear it! Went to the Oh My Fruits shop just downstairs and grabbed a ham & cheese sandwich! Delicious!

Went for lunch with Sin Ren then went to a group seminar room to study a bit, since she had another lesson at 3.30pm and I felt bad if I were to pang seh her and go home. And I spoiled my laptop charging cable when I unknowingly had my chair rest on the wire, which was on the floor. But looks like it still can be used! Just need to tape it up!

Maybe the school internet was less tapped on during the special term. Because yesterday the internet was acting rather screwy. Half the time I'm trying to get a connection, and even when I did my pages had problem loading! Probably because there are so many students tapping the school's internet. I'll bring my mobile broadband just in case!

At least I only need to wake up so early on Mondays. All my lessons for every other day starts at 12 noon! And Fridays no school! :D

It now looks like I'm the bad guy.

And So It Begins...

...school, that is. Tomorrow is the start of my first year in university! From year 0 to a year 1 student! I guess I'm too used to the crammed courses in special term, so I'm expecting the courses to shift into full throttle within the first week. I hope I get a shock and realize that mods in the usual term is at a slower pace!

A lot of my friends are already mugging, but I guess they've got the SMUgger thing in them. Either that or kiasu-ism. I heard that my batch of students overbid on the mods, which kind of indicates that for my batch, there are a lot of really hardcore muggers. The bell curve is now the least of my worries; the biggest problem is being surrounded by crazy geeks!

I also need to mentally prepare myself for a crowded school. During my special term, the school was relatively empty and peaceful, but from what I've been hearing, all hell breaks loose during the school terms. The library will no longer be the best place to study :(

Totally not prepared for tomorrow's lesson, but at least I'll see a familiar face there! :)

Caught up with some anime I've been watching but halted due to camps and friends. Sket Dance is as random and funny as usual, and Usagi Drop is one that I want to see to the end. I'm waiting for Persona 4 anime to come out!

Dragon Age 2 just keeps getting better! Unfortunately, I get really pissed when the big spiders fall down from the ceiling. They always scare me. Disgusting freaks. And what's worse is the big boss spider drops down on my team... yucks.

I tried The Witcher, and I honestly do not like the combat. All I need is to left-click my mouse to kill the enemy. Maybe it is because the game is quite old, and they grew wiser for Witcher 2. But I don't plan to really play that game.

STGCC is this weekend! I can't wait!!!

I wonder what CCA I should join. I feel like joining photography, or rock climbing, or fencing, or the band one. Maybe the lifeguard one. Damn! What should I choose?!

Went to download a lot of new clubbing songs, and nearly changed my entire blog design. Unfortunately, the picture I wanted to use as background was too big in terms of size, so I decided to forget about it. But I added the songs to my Mixpod on the blog!

BBQ, Chats, Suit Up!

I'll start with my recount of Thursday before I talk about yesterday's convocation! Thursday was iConserve BBQ!But before that my group Popeyes decided to meet up to go cycling first. Stupad woke up late; no surprise there. So I ended up being at East Coast Park on time, and had to kill time before the rest arrived. Stupad still can ask me buy for her McValue lunch!

The girls rented bicycles while Jeff and I brought our own. I was using my sister's old road bike, and it's not very good. I think I'd prefer the rental bikes, honestly. We cycled quite far down, until some joker did some failed stunt at this steep uphill path. So we took a break, snap some shots, then headed back to Lagoon food center for drinks. We saw that Mediacorp guy! Julian something... he was walking his 3 dogs! I was starting to feel the aching on my butt and my legs had the feeling of going to cramp on the cycle back to the BBQ pit, but fortunately I made it that far.

The BBQ was smaller than I expected, people-wise. But it was still fun nonetheless! And hearing about the ghostly encounters from one of the camp's fright night... scary but interesting! XD My group went to Subway to play cards and eat cookies after the BBQ, and I had to cycle home from there... at least it beats taking the bus down and walking!

Friday started with me selling my management science textbook, before meeting Eric and Ying Hao for...snacking? Eric had lunch while we two had snacks at KFC. Anyway, we shared stories and Eric's one is so shocking! Every time I think of that thing he said my jaw still drops!

Convocation! Had to buy white shirt and black pants just for it! But after yesterday, I think it's totally worth attending convocation! Not because convocation was awesome(it was OK only), but because of my FTB group! Seriously, Charmander brings out the crazy side of me.  I went to buy the birthday cake for Jeremy and Rachel, which was meant to be a surprise. But Yong Kit accidentally blurted it out to Jeremy over the phone! LOL

Jeremy and I spent convocation "initiating" the clapping at times, and tried to do wolf whistles and stuff. Our group escaped during toilet break to grab a bite! Which was good, because then we skipped two talks. And I think I group is really damn camwhore-ish! We can take photos even in the lift at the MRT station!

We went to Bras Basah McDonalds' after the convocation, which was my idea. I chose that place because I expected it to be relatively empty as compared to the outlets at Raffles City and Suntec City. However, there were a lot of students studying there, which is quite irritating. I mean, I want to go there to eat, but you students selfishly just study there without even buying anything to eat. So we bought our food and went back to school to eat at a group seminar room!

The birthday cake had so many candles! 3 big and 12 small ones! Plus, we got a slice of cake smashed to Jeremy's face! I think all this face-smash thing is going to be a trend in the group! Overall, it was definitely a fun time last night!

Oh and I hate wearing that smart casual outfit. Or at least, the pants. So baggy! People will probably think I've fat, meaty legs or something. Give me a pair of jeans any day!

Now, to prepare for school! Bummer...

And I'm so sick of Dragon Age 2 having me fight those huge spiders. I. HATE. IT. Suddenly this BIG spider drops from the ceiling to engage my team. Scared the shit out of me.

We are young, we run green,
Keep our teeth, nice and clean,
See our friends, see the sights, feel alright

~ Supergrass - We Are Young


PS. Convocation photos courtesy of Wei Jia!!!

Hottest Chick In Town

Emma Frost. Any time. It doesn't get any hotter than this.

Picture by J. Scott Campbell, who draws really sexy characters.