Photo-struck!

Last night I stumbled upon this photo online:




Now I have seen this picture before. Outside my camp there's this photo shop. And on the wall was a calendar, with a photo per month. And this photo was one of them. And when I saw this picture for the first time in the shop when I walked by, I loved it. Not because of the lady, but the way the photo was taken. I liked how the photo effect and her pose make the picture awesome. And only last night did I find out that she was Lee Hyori. Thought it was just some random model.





If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't be who I am.

Zombieland

Zombieland is great! It's more humour than horror, and bloody nice! Makes me feel like playing L4D! 2 thumbs up to this surprisingly good movie! Beats Rec 2 hands down. And Tallahassee can be a Francis, while Witchita can be a Zoey! Emma Stone is HOT! Lol at Tallahassee and his Twinkies XD

It's nut up or shut up.

Wait&Rush

Stupid NDP. How the hell did we end up waiting an hour and a half before we could leave? Bloody ridiculous. In the end I had to cab home because I was already super late for dinner.

Had dinner at some place that I did not catch the name! A lot of seafood stuff, not my forte. Barely ate, even though I skipped lunch :\ And it's going to cost me $60. Haven't thrown in CR's present yet. The price of good food I guess :(

Saw the stuff I wanted from Topman! The awesome awesome super awesome jacket costs $160! But I want! Plus the many other stuff there of course.



It's the taste of the chase I do confess 
It's the mess that feels so right 

PS. Can DSLR take pics like this?

Screwed System

I really, really hate army uniform. Makes me sweat. It kind of traps the heat or something. And our weather is not helping at all.

Now I'm sitting at Jurong East interchange waiting for the train in the middle platform to arrive. And it's always the same scenario: just when my train arrives, that train would be closing its doors and departing. What the hell is wrong with the system.

And as usual, the uniform stops me from sitting down. Damn...

Got Zombieland!!! Saw the first few minutes and I like it already. Though I must say the blood and gore is a bit overdone.

Going to rush home after NDP rehearsal to change and meet the guys for dinner! To celebrate CR's birthday. I cannot stand the idea of rotting at home.

I'm going to be late for picking up the Police GOH :S





You play these reckless games
You never lose
As long as I'm with you

Where Is The Line?

I was taking the cab to CR's place today, wondering if I would be cool if I were to club and drink, maybe then girls would even bother to look my way. Then, this thought crossed my mind."Hey, I don't need to club or drink to be cool. I can be cool in my own way!"

Okay I know that sounds rather...noble and all, but then I wonder, was it really true, or am I merely consoling myself? I'm sure we tend to say such stuff to ourselves, like "I can make myself happy with the little I earn; I don't need loads of cash to be happy." Yet you will feel happy if you suddenly got millions to splurge. What if these were not facts of life, but rather delusions we kid ourselves with just to feel better? Another one, "I do not need to look cool to attract girls. It's the inside that counts." Eventually, such a guy will still realise looks do matter. Are we just lying to ourselves?


Lan today! And we ended too late, had nowhere else to eat, so we had Carl's Jr. REGRET. Feel so full. Damn the upsize! Going to have a nightmare of fries... And we talked about Power Rangers! God I still remember everything!


When you need a little less, 
or you want a little more
That's what I'm here for 

Photo Play

Well, I spent my morning playing with the photo editor! Made a picture for our band, because the current one on Facebook is from Rock Band. And made a few funny ones just because I was too free.

Shall practise my bass in the afternoon, play pool in the evening, before I meet the guys for dinner and lan!


I think of awhile ago
We might have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow


Love is a messy thing.

S.I.S

Today was really boring. Fortunately got a taiwan drama to keep me entertained! "Hi My Sweetheart!" If only honest guys do get the girl in real life too...

Suffering in silence. Sure I don't know you yet, but I feel so...hurt just thinking about it.




Look for the girl with the broken smile,
Ask her if she want to stay a while.

Bang.

 

Behing the brick wall,
was another one.
:(

Growing ^

1st thing:yahoo!!!! :)))))))

2nd thing:realised i should apologize. Because my pride is nothing compared to my friends. Fuck it if I feel embarassed or whatever, but if I got to say sorry, just say it. I'm not the scared little boy from Toilet Kurau secondary.haha

Does my mom read my blog? She kept asking me if I was ok today on the phone o.o

I'm the happy boy with an emo aura I guess???

Wonder if my blog can reach 1000+ for this year...



Yet,
I still beat myself up inside,
For being ever so flawed.
:(

Full Throttle

Just woke up from an awesome nap! One problem though: how am I to sleep tonight?LOL

I plan to make my own tabs by ear. I'll use songs that have simple bass to practise, and get familiar with the different notes. Also, I'm learning from a friend how to practise singing, so that I can show the guys in the band to try out.

I wish I could rewind time.




Get on the line
For love,baby

I'm Not Over

Today my alarm did not go off!!! And because of that we had to rush this morning. Fortuantely we were not too late!

Nothing much today, mainly focused on today's simulator practice. And did a lot of thinking about the band, including band names. Trying to organise something next weekend but I was hoping for full strength. Need to go get some advices too.

My friend asked me what I'd want to work as in future, what job exactly would I enjoy doing. 2 words: world tour. If I could I'd not study and just focus on the band! Nothing I would love more. But my family have put in too much in my studies for me to drop out just like that. It would be like wasting their many years of effort. Maybe after university...

My sister ia going to get a DSLR! Some Canon one costing $1.5k!!! I agreed to pay some too, since I would not mind having one in the family. But my sister wants it way more than me. Future hobby? Who knows?Either way, YAHOOOO!

This is going to be there for a long time, whether anyone likes it or not.

Why can't I not find how I'm at wrong?

I'll talk more on my other blog. Cheers.



It's a new chapter.

Making A Comeback

OMG isn't she the cutest thing!!!

Well, I've got the blog and email for the band up! But there's still a lot to do. It's not going to be easy, but it's not going to fail either. And still need a band name. Plus, I don't like the current colours of that blog, but I do not have the time. Thanks Gwyen for making me realize how lost the band really is, and what we need to get back on track! 1 frap when you come back Singapore!LOL

Today was horrible. After returning from duty, instead of having my duty rest, I had to run around and do stuff. In the end, I only got to bathe in the evening. Imagine from Sunday night till then. Fortunately I did not stink. And finally I could take a nap! But somebody had to bother me and ask me to do some stupid stuff that did not need me -.-

Went gym today! And ran too!

Let's see...Friday off, next Monday, Wednesday to Friday off. Really need this break from everything.


Never took the chance
Could have jumped the fence
I was scared of my own two feet

Move On

Well, I plan to start taking the band more serious. Since nobody actually led us the past few months (or if anyone did it did not work), I'm going to start doing something about it. I'm done with standing one side and see it all fall apart. I'm going to make things happen. I plan to get us somewhere.


 
You were something,
Now you're nothing.

Insomnia

I was so troubled last night I only fell asleep at 3 plus last night...and once I end duty I have to go for NDP rehearsal. No time for rest. 3 hours of sleep...hope I just collapse :/

Last night I spent a lot of time thinking about the band. It was not going anywhere, and the thought of just giving up was so tempting. But I decided that I was not going to run away. And that won't make what I say next any easier.

We're a band. I'm not going to apologise for anything I said because I said nothing wrong. And I no longer give a fuck for an apology in return. But we are all a band. We have the people. We have the skills. We have the equipment. We have the potential. And right now our band is not progressing much. So if nobody wants to take the lead, I will. If we were sticking to just playing to ourselves, we should've invested in Guitar Hero or Rock Band instead.

I'm working with polar bears. I do not know how my operators sleep in a room with the air-conditioner at a low temperature! Even my toothpaste feels more solid than usual o.o And I went outside to sleep because of that. This morning when I felt ready to endure the freezing room, I went back in to sleep. But one of my new operators found his way to my bed. Cannot blame him; sleeping on the safari bed sucks. So here I am, sitting outside again, unable to catch up with sleep.

Really really need my coffee with you XD And coffee is especially needed right now to keep my eyes open.

Omg I know this is random but I was just watching a bollywood movie and though it's not my kind of movie, it was really amusing! In one scene a group of guys were playing some cards, then when some lady came in, they started doing their mass dance!!!Haha




See the world behind my wall.

Fuck Me.

1)I created Song Recommendations discussion for a reason. I don't have time to chase down Lisa for a reply just because she rarely replies on the thread.
2)What does "spamming songs I like" suppose to mean? You finding fault with my suggestions?
3)Just because the singers don't mind singing those songs, it's instantly a green light? Does any of our opinion actually matters? If we are a band, shouldn't we all agree on it together? That's the damn problem.
4)Out of all the songs we agreed on and play together, how many are those you all suggested? I bothered learning them because I agreed on them too. Love story, long shot, all those avril lavigne songs, you belong with me, give him up, behind these hazel eyes. So don't go all "i play what i like" fuck shit with me.
5)Is there a problem with me not feeling like playing the song? Maybe you guys have ultra interesting parts, but bass can get monotonous. But then again, MAYBE YOU ALL DON'T ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK. I'm just the guy who makes the background sound in the song to make it sound nice.

You know what? FUCK EVERYONE. FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK THE BAND. The worst part? I FEEL LIKE FUCKING MY DAMN SELF THE MOST.

I want to be left alone for a while...



There's the door.
You all can exit my life.