Life Feels So Empty Right Now...

Where are you?'Cos I need you.

Jamming day 3...pukes...

wow 3rd day of jamming.why'd u wan another day of jamming jeffrey???!in de end also nobody jammed much,which was wtf.should've brought home stuff yest then practice at home today.would be more efficient for "solo training", which u guys said today was.in de end it's all playing games and all...

at least i think i've improved quite a bit =)

See brand new what I can do

Flashback!

OMG i was so bored i went to check out my old shows.haha it's damn lame now but it sure was cool to me back in those days...

Big Bad Beetleborgs

Superhuman Samurai Syber-Squad

Masked rider

MMPR

street sharks

Captain Planet

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

VR Troopers

Mummies Alive

Biker Mice From Mars

Jamming day 2 ...zzz

jamming was cool, think i'm kinda complete with love story, or almost.haha eh SH why nvr drum sia...haha and today's session was damn hilarious 'cause we were damn bored and doing crap stuff.

tmr jamming day 3...hardcore...

damn tired.gonna sleep soon...wanna chat online a bit more! haha

When will I finally see you...?

zzz...

yesterday jamming was fruitful.haha now just gotta figure out the last part of the song "You belong with me"!haha damn tired still, and jeff wants to gym at 9 today,which is kinda in 5mins time.that's DAMN early,so i think i'll give it a pass.i can do my own effective gyming at home,which is kinda usual for me haha wonder wat i'll do today?maybe rot at home AGAIN

damn if i had the money i'd go clubbing or sth.damn sick of doing nothing and the same old stuff.i wanna go shopping, or to the beach, just sth fun.but everyone's always busy, which makes me wonder...maybe it's time to move on. sick of running on a treadmill, i wanna start running down a path in life

having no money sux

so tempted to smoke -_-

i'm now at a crossroad, wondering whether to sink into my sins or be the good guy

One day I'll reach my limit

Poker Face

Played poker like crazy last nite until i couldn't take it anymore,so i threw in everything and lost it all XD awesome dinner and cr came damn late.we watched some damn funny vids on youtube and the log cake was just awesome!managed to catch some sleep this morning, gonna jam later! miss my guitar damn i'll bring it home later. and thanks for the...present LOL carrying that box around damn paiseh sia am i suppose to use them?!haha

And we both know
You're everything I need

Never Again

I've reached breakpoint,

I've reached the point of no return.

The past is now forgotten,

The future undecided.

When one reaches his limits,

Even God cannot save him.

I tried my best to stand my ground,

But my knees have finally crumbled under the pressure.

If I can ever find you,

Maybe you can save me from myself.

Because from today onwards,...

...I can no longer feel genuinely happy,

I'll never smile again.

Santa's little whores

heh yest was forced to go for some damn chrsitmas celebration in camp that we specs HAD to go for god-knows-wat reason and i hated it.i just hated the entire thing.not the food(de rest were spamming the mango log cake lol),not the music(gawd i love their playlist),but the fact that 20 ladies,think maybe 1-2 years older than me, being in the party dressed in sleazy dresses and santa outfits.maybe i was disgusted that army always get some girls to appear in parties to satisfy their horny little things they call manhood, or maybe i was disappointed in good-looking girls willing to get paid to be the eye candies for 30-40 something yrs old "matured" men, or maybe it was becos of the pain my wisdom tooth gave me.either way, i just hated it and slept at 9.30,which was damn early for me.

you could tell that those girls were not to keen about doing it.they just wanted to get over and done with it.the worst part was when the girls were suppose to dance at the front like some clubbing scene and pick some guys to dance with them.i nearly got dragged out, but i rather not,though it was rather tempting becos that gal was kinda the gal i'd like. but to make those girls dance there like some sleazy club...FUCK SICK BASTARDS. fortunately most of the girls managed to escape it, and they went to grab some food instead.you should've seen the fear in their eyes when they had to go and dance.

and to make it worse, i dreamt of a gal who i added on FB but i'm not actually frens with her.in de dream i was wooing her and building up our relationship when she suddenly disappeared.which,when i woke up, was like, "why the F am i having this dream"

took leave on next wed.poor kelvin didn't have that 1 more day leave.sorry man.

even the turkey feels cold to me now...

Merry X'mas i guess

Guess who's alone this Christmas?

Cheezeburgers!

So sick...

..of everything.

...of waiting to go clubbing but it never comes

...of people who act just plain stupid thinking they know what they are doing

...of rotting and thinking about how to kill the weekends I've yearned for during weekdays

...of trying to make ends meet, not just for me, but for everyone

...of being single and hating it

...of wishing the band can actually have a chance of going big

...of being entangled in life of PSP and other unnecessary stuff

...of hearing about lan gaming

...of being so disconnected with my family, who i see less than 24 hrs a week

...of having others' problems suddenly becoming my worries for nothing

...of looking at girls and wondering who's the one for me

...of being the fool

...of the thought of death and afterlife hitting me like I ran into a wall

...of wondering what kind of Christian I am, about my church, and my cell group mates

...of simply everything.

Just makes you want to scream, "F*** IT."

Christmas presents = K.O.

well,finally gotta go FB after 5 days w/o a computer. gawd i can't believe i manage to survive that.and this is gonna go on for a year more X(

just so tired from a day full of PSP and sleeping.haha and i got no idea what to do this weekend.

super broke.nvr been so broke, or more like nvr in a situation where i needed so much cash.

got my 1st potential job from de modelling agency!but de casting was on thursday, which means i couldn't go becos i'm stuck in camp.dammit!!!

Thurs is a Christmas celebration with de gang!but must get a gift...damn dunno wat to get, and i've got no cash...die die die...

maybe i'll just spend christmas collecting donations for salvation army.go ring the bell and wear the santa hat haha

All I want for Christmas is you...

The Story of Your Life

The story
Of your life is so twisted
'Cause someone out there is missing
Everything you do

You're wasted
Nothing ever really makes sense
If you keep searching you'll find me
Hidden inside you

Leave behind your troubled eyes
See brand new what I can do
Just say yes if you really want me to

We can stay like this or go, go, go
We can take it too fast or take it slow
We can spend our lives oceanside
Or count the stars in the desert
On a magic night
You can lie awake in bed
Or come and sleep with me instead
If you give me one chance to take your hand
I'll fill the empty pages as you write
The story of your life

The story
Of your life is unwritten
So put me down as your ticket
Don't even fight it

You're shaking
You're not sure of the ending
But let me be the beginning
Just put it in writing

Leave behind your troubled eyes
See brand new what I can do
Just say yes if you really want me to

We can stay like this or go, go, go
We can take it too fast or take it slow
We can spend our lives oceanside
Or count the stars in the desert
On a magic night
You can lie awake in bed
Or come and sleep with me instead
If you give me one chance to take your hand
I'll fill the empty pages as you write
The story of your life

This is now, no I don't mean maybe
Just wanna scream and call you baby now
Take a chance and call me crazy
Smile kid, there's only one way out

We can stay like this or go, go, go
We can take it too fast or take it slow
We can spend our lives oceanside
Or count the stars in the desert
On a magic night
You can lie awake in bed
Or come and sleep with me instead
If you give me one chance to take your hand
I'll fill the empty pages as you write
The story of your life

Fill the empty pages
Fill the empty pages

FotoshooT

well today went for de photoshoot and i gotta admit it was quite fun.haha went there 15mins late,thank god they weren't pissed off or anything.haha so i sat there waiting for my turn,and then this lady came out.she was in the process of doing her photoshoot,and probably was changing location to snap some pics.now she's older than me,and she's totally not my type,but when she came out her beauty just hit me with such a gr8 impact.haha she's not my kind of good-looking,but she was that gorgeous (at a glance). when she was done my turn came and i had to put on some make up stuff on my face.too bad i don wear contacts or i'd know wat was happening to my face.haha and i spent the whole photoshoot not wearing my glasses,so i was kinda like a blind bat.when the guy told me to pose this way and pose that way,i had to kinda squint.haha luckily this blind mice made it through.did 5 outfits today, gonna do 5 more in feb maybe.haha

tmr gonna celebrate jeff,kenny and xx b-day!haha gonna wish them midnite tonite.haha

ahhhh missed zouk out.haha not that it bothers me much.kinda getting a splitting headache.haha

I'll give it a shot because I've got nothing to lose

End unit life,start uni life pleez...

finally saw my bunk this week,and it's bloody dirty.the best part is i cleaned all tgt 2 damn bunks which are way too dusty and dirty.at least now it feels more comfortable and clean.haha

i have to say that 3DA life is quite ok so far.this week was full of nights out and canteen breaks that i'm sick of gg out at nite alr.haha even got to go outside mcdonalds for lunch on thurs XD and i'm still not used to this change in lifestyle.i'm no longer a SCT,at the bottom of the food chain.haha at least now i'm in the middle.but 3DA is gonna have loads of stuff to learn,and it's gonna be a busy yet challenging life.

DAMN the photoshoot ppl told me stuff to bring only yest,when the shoot is today.where can i get blazers,leather shoes and contact lens so last minute?!!!ok contact lens is i lazy go make so that can be counted as my fault,but blazers?!i'm not that rich,and i'm alr paying some huge sum on this thing.haha hope it goes well today...stupid pimple...

OMG we the kings new album and lady gaga's fame monster are just awesome!haha

What do I do to make sure everyone's happy,where nobody suffers alone?
Why does it always seem like it's my fault?
Why do I always feel useless?
What can I do to help?




Leave behind your troubled eyes
See brand new what I can do
Just say yes if you really want me to

This isn't how it's suppose to be...

Today gym failed becos marine parade gym must have annual membership.den went to jam...

we've gotta spend more time playing music tgt than individual practices...

How can it be my closest if it's not even that close enough?

I can't be bothered to post any pic below tonite...

Why can't we just restart life like a video game?

We need glue like you to make us stick together